Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Bildungsromans; Scotland -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Youth -- Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
But this of “he was born” is greater in my eyes, than that other of “he
died.” Say you, He died? say rather, He has changed his garments, has
put off a fading robe, which by and by--perchance a time as short in
Heaven’s account as are these fleeting days to us--he shall put on
again, to wear for ever. But in yonder anxious house, in yonder dim
room, with life’s plaintive music rising on his unconscious ear, in
wailing and tears, its natural utterance, this wonderful soul began. Be
solemn in your rejoicing, ye new mothers, ye glad attendant friends; for
this that hath come into the world shall abide for ever, this new
existence is beyond the breath or touch of death, a thing immortal, a
presence which shall outlive the world.
I was born sadly, in gloom which none broke by the voice of
thanksgiving, for the two greatest things of human life met in my
birth-hour. I entered the world, a fit entrance for my long, clouded
course; and solemnly, in pain and grief, my mother went forth to the
other country. My young, fair, gentle mother, of whom I think now as of
some beautiful dream that crossed me in my youth.
My father was a hard man, who loved the world; but I used to hear long
ago that this moved him. Most deeply all my life has it moved me, who
never knew the girl who was my mother. She has been a vision hovering
about me all my days; saintly and mother-like when I was young, but now,
in her pale beauty resembling more a dead child of the old man who is
her son.
I dwell upon this perhaps too often, when I am sad--and I am truly sad
too often, for I am alone; but it is surely well and blessed to preserve
in the safe keeping of death this holy fragrance of youth. The years
that have mossed her grave, and made the blood thin and chill in my old
veins, have brought no change to her--she is young for ever.
My father was a Graeme of Mossgray. In our own Southland district we are
chief of the name; but he did not esteem the traditional honour that
belonged to the title--it was mere idle breath to him. The principal
part of his life was spent in a distant city. He laboured without
ceasing, for I know not what reason. I fancy there had been some
ambition in him to accumulate one of those fairy fortunes, which very
prosaic and ordinary men do achieve sometimes, though what end he
proposed to himself in attaining this, I cannot tell, for he himself was
becoming old, and I was nothing to him; even as the heir of his name he
bestowed no regard on me; for the name itself was indifferent. He would
have thrown it into the scale with any piece of merchandise, and known
himself nothing the poorer.
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