Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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And while Lilias began to move about the house in the new strength,
which, she fancied, arose from a resolve to exert herself and show her
gratitude to her friends, Helen went quickly down the Waterside to her
daily labour. Her quick, nervous, tell-tale motions seemed to have been
subdued in presence of the mourner, and her face looked paler and
quieter than was its wont. That varying temperament of hers had a
strange facility of catching the tone of the atmosphere in which she
was, and wearing it unconsciously as the sky wears the clouds. The happy
good-morrow twitterings--not songs--of the birds among the dewy
glistening leaves confused the stronger voice of the wan water, and
filled all the fresh morning air with inarticulate music--cheerful
sounds came through the intervening trees from Fendie. Children, yonder,
on the high-road began to flock out of the cottage doors to school.
Scarcely any heart could refuse to rise with the buoyant upspringing new
day; but along the green, soft path, and through this plain of long
waving grass by the side of the bridge, Helen Buchanan went quietly with
a dimness on her face.
She had cares and bitternesses enough, as she said. William Oswald was
still in Edinburgh; he had not been home even for a day; but the
Reverend Robert had learned with inexpressible surprise and considerable
pain that the young schoolmistress of Fendie did not choose to accept
the dignified position to which he had elected her. It was almost the
first rebuff he had met with since the triumphant beginning of his
career, and he was a mortal young man, though he was a minister, and
felt the mortification of being rejected to its fullest extent. So the
Reverend Robert concealed the disappointment of the true honest feelings
which did him honour under a veil of pique and pride. He could not
manage to be indifferent, yet in his manner, when he accidentally met
her, and in his attempt at indifference, was almost rude to Helen. Her
sensitive pride began to rise again in full tide; people had begun to
notice her for the sake of the minister, who now believing, as
thoughtless malice said, that the minister had changed his mind and
withdrawn in time, withdrew too, and marked the change: and Mrs
Buchanan’s little quiet house fell into its old loneliness once more.
And the old weariness came sometimes back, and forlorn bitter thoughts
swelled sometimes again about the changing heart. It was the penalty she
paid for her power to endure and to enjoy.
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