Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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So she went to her usual labour, and worked at it as she had worked for
years; but other schools were rising in Fendie, where the little
daughters of the masons and joiners and seamen of the good town could
acquire a greater stock of accomplishments than Helen professed--where
the fancy-work flourished in a perfect luxuriance of patterns, and the
sober “whiteseam,” which was poor Helen’s staple, was thrust aside in
disgrace. Helen was so foolish as to have an opinion on this subject;
she had a good deal of wilfulness about her, it must be confessed; she
thought it an honourable craft for those small maidens of hers, the
manufacture of garments for their various homes; but was somewhat
impatient of the tawdry prettinesses after which their ambition yearned.
It did her a little harm this weakness of aesthetical feeling; she
thought of the natural fitness and propriety, and they gave her no
thanks; and so it chanced that Helen got few new scholars. She felt the
evils of competition; as her elder girls dropped off with their quota of
education completed, younger ones did not come in to fill up the
declining numbers, even when the young schoolmistress having discovered
her error began not very willingly to amend it. Mrs Buchanan was
beginning to look very sad and careworn; the steps of the coming wolf
were already at the door.
The half year’s rent would soon be due, and the mother and daughter, in
their anxious consultations, could by no means see where it was to come
from. And the banker Oswald was their landlord; the gentle widow and the
proud, sensitive Helen were at one in that point; there was nothing that
they would not rather do than delay their payment by a single day.
Mrs Buchanan’s little portion was very attenuated now; the expenses of
her husband’s illness and death had nearly swallowed it up, and the
remnant was in the form of bank shares; but the very meagre dividend
which this little capital yielded yearly was not above half what was
necessary for this dreaded rent. The good mother painfully hoarded the
little stock of school-fees; painfully expended what was absolutely
needed--and lay awake far into the night and started again before the
sun was up, calculating that sad arithmetic which could not issue in
anything but a failure--laboriously trying to bring together the two
ends which would not meet.
So Helen needed the natural spring and buoyant life of her temperament
as much as Lilias did the gentle human touch of hope: their sorrows were
apportioned to them by the same Hand which did so diversely create their
spirits. Lilias had been very patient, until this wild light of hope
broke in upon her still dead sorrow; and now Helen was bravely fighting
against the cold incoming tide of neglect and poverty; holding up a high
heart above the waves, and keeping as she could, unwetted by the chill
spray about her, the wings of her strong life.
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