Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The banker Oswald was looking on; he had managed to ascertain so much of
their need, and means, and mode of life as would have added bitterness
to their struggle had Mrs Buchanan or her daughter known of it; and with
singular interest and even some excitement, as he might have looked at a
strong swimmer contending with the stronger current, the obstinate man
looked on. To see these women battling so stoutly with a tide more
powerful than that under which Walter Buchanan had sunk in his mid-day;
to observe how Helen bore her fall from the temporary elevation which
the minister’s attentions had procured for her, and went upon her way
alone in her own unconscious dignity, so open to all kindnesses, still,
and with the frank, clear skies of youth constantly breaking through the
clouds of injured pride--no thought of coming to the rescue entered the
mind of the banker, but there were no two persons in Fendie, out of his
own household, whom he observed with half the interest which fascinated
him to these. He fancied William had altogether forgotten the poor
schoolmistress, and while he was entirely satisfied that such should be
the case, a certain shade of contempt for this, obtruded itself into the
pride with which he regarded the rising name of his son: but had William
suddenly presented himself to ask the banker’s consent, as he had done
before, the answer would still have been the same; he was still
determined, unchangeable, bound by the resolution which nothing should
break--never!
“I do not know what to say to Lilias, mother,” said Helen, as in the
afternoon she prepared to return to Mossgray, where Mrs Buchanan was to
accompany her. “_You_ will know--I cannot speak to her of this, for it
would be terrible to lead her to hope, and then have that dreary blank
of disappointment return again--and such disappointment! It is not like
our troubles--troubles which could be almost altogether removed by what
would be a very little matter to Mossgray; but Lilias has a heavier
burden than we have.”
“The present trouble looks aye the hardest, Helen,” said Mrs Buchanan.
“She is young, and has many friends--she will forget; but you must fight
on, my poor bairn. I feel your trouble more than hers.”
Helen could lament herself into despondency without much difficulty, but
the perverse temperament would not droop for any will but its own.
“Hush, mother!” said Helen; “it is only a fight after all, and there is
nothing so very bad in having to labour; I could not do without it, I
think, and we will get through yet, no fear.”
Mrs Buchanan shook her head.
“I hope so, my dear--I hope we shall, Helen; but how we are to do at
Martinmas I cannot tell.”
“The fear of ill exceeds the ill we fear,” said Helen, with a bright
face. “We will do all we can, mother, and we will manage someway--do not
let us think of it to-night.”
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