Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie — John Shaqi
Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Trout!” said Charlie, “are we to have trout to-day? Mrs Mense is a
sensible woman, Adam. I would not endanger Fendie trout for the world.”
“You are illogical, Charlie,” said I, “you forget that the governing
clause in my sentence concerned Murrayshaugh, and not the fish.”
“Pooh--Murrayshaugh’s a bore,” said Charlie, hastily. “Do you angle yet,
Adam, yourself? you lucky fellow, who have nothing to do, and can choose
your own solacements!”
“But, Charlie,” said I, anxiously; “of course you intend to go some time
this evening. I will undertake to make your peace with Nancy. There now,
away with you, like a good fellow.”
“It’s ill talking between a fou man and a fasting,” said Charlie, with a
forced laugh. “Come, Adam, let’s have dinner first--you forget my
journey.”
He went off to his own room immediately, and I could say no more. I
trembled for him. I feared to see the glorious tissue rent, as Lucy
Murray said, and some other alien spirit appear below, which was not my
friend and brother--which was not the true and generous Charlie Graeme.
We dined alone, and there was a certain constraint upon our
conversation. Charlie, it is true, still spoke much, but he seemed, as I
fancied, to speak against time. How he lingered at table--how he spun
out his stories, and deliberated over every little change, and laboured
to fasten arguments upon me, as though endeavouring to shut my eyes to
the progress of those slowly darkening hours. I bore it as long as I
could, and I bore it in intense pain--I had never known so great a
trial.
“Charlie,” said I at last, “how we waste our time here. Come, I will
walk up with you to Murrayshaugh.”
Charlie muttered something between his teeth. I only heard
“Murrayshaugh,” but there was a syllable before which I blushed to guess
at. “Ah, don’t weary me out,” he said aloud. “You don’t think I am made
of cast-iron like your Herculean rustics. It’s too late now, Adam.”
I turned round and looked at him earnestly. He started to his feet with
the quick anger of one who knows himself in the wrong.
“Well, what do you mean, Adam?”
“What do I mean, Charlie? It is I who should ask that question. _You_
mean something by this--what is it?”
“By what?--come, come, Adam, this won’t do. Don’t assume the head of the
family, I beg. I can manage my own affairs without any interference from
you.”
I thought of Lucy Murray standing alone upon yon mossy terrace, without
one in the world who could know, or could lighten her grief, aware that
he was here, and looking for his coming in vain, and in the warmth of my
youthful feelings I was overcome.
“Charlie,” said I, “you will grieve Lucy sadly if you do not go till
to-morrow. Lucy is alone.”
“Well, I will save her the infliction,” said Charlie, with affected
boldness. “It is well I had arranged it so before. I return to Edinburgh
to-morrow.”
“Do you want to break her heart?” I exclaimed.
“I am not answerable to any one for what I intend to do,” said Charlie,
sullenly.
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