Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“And by the by, Mossgray,” said Walter abruptly, “you might mention
that--about my partner being this man’s agent--to Miss Murray; not that
she will care of course--but just--one does not like to be unjustly
blamed.”
“Lucy does not know,” said I, “but I will tell her, Walter, since you
wish it. Poor Lucy!--I mean,” I added, as I saw his keen eye shoot from
me to Charlie, who walked before us, with an intelligent glance, “I mean
it will be so great a trial to her to leave Murrayshaugh.”
Johnstone did not speak. I felt that this was not known to me only, and
I remembered bitterly then, that on _her_ the scorn would lie, the
stigma of being slighted and deserted; and that scarcely either man or
woman would think the worse of him--him, the faithless coward who had
thus failed in need.
I scarcely recollect how Charlie and I managed our brief intercourse
after that, but it was a very great relief to me when he departed next
day. For the first time since we knew each other, Charlie went into
Fendie to take his departure alone, with no one to bid him farewell. I
believe he felt in some degree the emphasis of the broken custom. I
almost believe he would have been glad then to undo what he had
done--but the die was cast--it was too late.
A few days after, I went to Murrayshaugh, anxious, if I could manage it
indirectly, to see Lucy, and yet afraid to meet her. It was a chill day
for summer, with a clouded sky and a loud boisterous breeze tossing the
long willow boughs into a sort of fantastic unearthly mirth, which moved
me, much as the unseemly merry-making of a mourner might have done. Lucy
was sitting in a favourite corner of hers, at the end of the terrace,
reading--at least she had a book in her hand. As I approached the stile,
and little bridge, over the Murrayshaugh burn, under cover of the
eldritch willow branches, she perceived me, and observing that I
hesitated to enter, beckoned me to her. I obeyed at once.
I do not think she was paler that day than she had always been, but
there was a grave composure about her face which made her seem so.
Whatever struggle there had been it was over--and I remember a
consciousness of something clear and chill about her, such as one feels
in the air after a storm--an atmosphere in which everything stands out
in bold relief, disclosing all its points and angles against the
distinct far-distant sky. Yet Lucy was no less benign--no less gentle
than she had always been.
“I wanted to see you, Adam,” she said. “I will write to Hew to-day--have
you anything to say to him?”
“No,” said I, stammering and hesitating, for I felt painfully the great
event, the era in our lives which had become known to me since I saw her
last. “No, Lucy--except what Hew does not need to be told, I hope--that
I constantly think of him as of my most dear friend, and that scarcely
anything in the world would delight me so much as to see him again.”
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