For a moment he thought he was succeeding. The young woman was
weakening; she was yielding to her tamer. A cruel joy illuminated
his face. A vain hope! Recovering from her faintness, she drew
herself slowly upright. Every second restored to her a little of her
serenity and little by little freed her smile; and she said with a
reasonableness which appeared the very expression of the obvious truth:
“You did give me a fright, Beaumagnan! I read in the newspapers the
news of your death. Why did your friends try to trick me?”
Ralph realized at once that everything that had passed up to that
moment was of no importance. Now the two real adversaries found
themselves face to face. Short as it must be, given the weapons of
Beaumagnan and the isolation of the young woman, the real struggle was
only just beginning. And this was not the cunning and sustained attack
of the Baron d’Etigues. But the wild onslaught of an enemy exasperated
by rage and hate.
“A lie! A lie!” he cried. “Everything in you is a lie. You are
hypocrisy, vileness, treason, vice! Everything sordid and repulsive in
the world is masked by your smile. Ah! That smile! What an abominable
mask! One longs to tear it from you with red-hot pincers. Your smile is
death! It is the everlasting damnation of the man who lets himself be
charmed by it.... Heavens! What a wretch this woman is.”
The impression that Ralph had had from the beginning of being a
spectator in a scene from the Inquisition, grew infinitely stronger
in face of the fury of this man who hurled his anathema with all
the violence of a monk of the Middle Ages. His voice trembled with
indignation. His gestures were a threat, as if he were going to
strangle the impious creature whose divine smile brought madness on her
victim and doomed him to the fires of Hell.
“Calm yourself, Beaumagnan,” she said with an excess of gentleness that
infuriated him more than if she had hurled an insult at him.
Nevertheless he struggled to restrain himself and to control the words
which surged up in him. But they rushed from his mouth, storming,
headlong, or muttered so faintly that his friends, whom he now
addressed, had sometimes great difficulty in understanding the strange
confession he was making, beating himself on the breast exactly like
the penitents of the days of yore making public confession of their
sins.
“It was I, I, who deliberately entered the arena after the death of
d’Isneauval. Yes: I was sure that this sorceress was still raging on
our trail.... That I should be stronger than the others.... Safer
against temptation.... And I was right! You know I was right!... You
all knew my intention at that time. Already dedicated to the service
of the Church, I was desirous of assuming the robe of a priest. I was,
then, secure from the evil, protected by formal undertakings and even
more by the intense ardor of my faith. In that temper I betook myself
to one of the Spiritist meetings at which I knew I should find her.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account