In the end he came out of this deep slumber to become aware of certain
sensations, much in the fashion in which one perceives gleams of
light at the end of a tunnel. They were rather agreeable sensations.
They were doubtless dreams, dreams of a pleasant rocking, accompanied
by a continuous, rhythmical sound. At last he opened his eyes; then
he perceived a framed picture, the canvas of which was covered with
perpetually changing landscapes, shining or dark, full of sunlight or
bathed in a golden mist.
Now he had only to stretch out his hand to find food. He began to
enjoy the flavor of it more and more. He washed it down with a wine of
a very delicate aroma. It seemed to him that, as he drank it, energy
flowed into him. His eyes grew clear; the picture frame became an open
window through which he saw a procession of hills and spires of village
churches.
He found himself in quite another room, a small room, in which he had
lived before, with his clothes and his books about him.
A step-ladder rose at one side of it. Why did he not go up it since
he had the strength? It merely needed an effort of will. He made the
effort and mounted it. His head rose into the open air. A river flowed
on his left and right. He murmured:
“The deck of the _Nonchalante_.... The Seine ... the Deux-Amants
country.”
He walked aft. Josine was there, sitting in a wicker-work chair.
There was really no transition between the combative rancor and revolt
he had felt and the access of passion and desire which shook him at the
sight of her. Had he, indeed, really felt any rancor and revulsion?
Everything was drowned in an immense need to clasp her in his arms.
Enemy? Thief? Criminal if you like. But, after all, only a
woman--above all, woman. And what a woman!
Dressed, as usual, in a simple frock, she was wearing that delicate
veil which softened the luster of her hair and gave her so close a
resemblance to the Virgin of Bernardino Luini. Her neck, of a warm
creaminess, was bare. Her slender hands lay clasped in her lap. She
was gazing at the abrupt slope of the Deux-Amants. And nothing could
appear sweeter and more innocent than that face on which rested that
perpetual, profound, and mysterious, smile.
Ralph was almost touching her at the moment at which she perceived
him. She flushed slightly and lowered her eyelids, and she seemed not
to dare to let her eyes rest on him through her long brown eyelashes.
Never did a young girl display greater shyness and ingenuous timidity,
less affectation and coquetry.
He was deeply touched by it. She feared this first meeting with him.
Was he not going to abuse her, to throw himself on her, strike her, and
heap abominable epithets on her? Or was he going to leave her with that
scorn which is the worst of all things?
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