Ralph was trembling like a child. At the actual moment nothing counted
with him but that which counts eternally with lovers--the kiss, the
hands that clasp, the frenzy of glances that fail and of lips that
faint with pleasure.
He fell on his knees before her.
CHAPTER X.
THE MUTILATED HAND
The penalty of such loves is the silence to which they are condemned.
Even when the mouths are speaking, the noise of the words they exchange
does not break the heavy silence of the inner, solitary thoughts. Each
follows his, or her, course of thought without ever penetrating into
the very life of the other. A dispiriting intercourse from which Ralph,
always so ready to expand, suffered more and more.
Josephine too must have been suffering from it, to judge from certain
moments of extreme lassitude in which she seemed on the verge of those
confidences that draw lovers closer than do embraces. Once she began
to weep in Ralph’s arms so bitterly that he looked for an access of
surrender. But she recovered almost at once, and he felt her further
away from him than ever.
“She cannot trust,” he told himself. “She is one of those beings who
dwell apart from their fellows in a solitude that has no bounds. She
is a prisoner of the image she has formed of herself, has forced
herself to form of herself; indeed, a prisoner of the enigma she has
elaborated and which holds her in its invisible meshes. As the daughter
of Cagliostro she has acquired the habit of the darkness, of the
intricate, of plots, intrigues, and subterranean operations. To tell
anyone the story of one of these machinations is to give him the thread
which will guide him through the labyrinth. She is afraid and withdraws
into herself.”
By way of counter-stroke he kept silence himself and refrained from
making any allusion to the adventure on which they had embarked, or to
the problem of which they were seeking the solution. Had she obtained
possession of the casket? Did she know the key-word? Had she plunged
her hand into the hollow in that legendary block and emptied it of
those thousands and thousands of precious stones?
On that matter, on every matter, silence.
Moreover, after they had passed Rouen, their intimacy slackened.
Leonard, avoiding Ralph, reappeared again. The secret meetings began
once more. The carriage and the untiring little horses every day
carried Josine away. Whither? On what enterprises? Ralph observed that
three of the abbeys, Saint-Georges, Jumièges, and Saint Wandrille, were
close to the river. But then, if she were searching in this quarter, it
must be that no solution had yet been found, and that she had simply
failed.
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