Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2) — John Shaqi
Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
With such a circle of importance I might frame all the various sections
of my life, and thereby most clearly realize the phases, from that first
memory of the important pattern of braid on the white cashmere frock
down to the ideal of an assured international reign of law, which to-day
appears to me a thing so important as to discount everything else.
Here it is a question of something that is yet to come into existence,
and I think that attention to such things is but rare. Most people—and
with them I in the earlier epochs of my life—take the surrounding world
and the prevailing conditions as something given, axiomatic, almost
unalterable, upon whose origin one thinks but little, and upon making
any possible change in it not at all. As the air is here for breathing,
and one is not called upon to make any change in it, so the given social
order—political and moral—is here to furnish the atmosphere, the vital
air, of our social existence. Of course one does not think that in these
words, for the conception I speak of is altogether artless; that is, it
exists rather in sensation than in consciousness, just as we also,
without becoming conscious of it, draw breath constantly and do not
think of the quantity of nitrogen and oxygen in the air.
The recollection of a visit to the country in the year 1854 has remained
vividly fixed in my memory. To this day I see before me different
pictures of the castle, garden, and forest of the domain of Matzen,
while so many other scenes which I have since looked upon have vanished
from my memory. A peculiar camera it is that one carries in his head, in
which many pictures etch themselves so deeply and clearly, while others
leave no trace. It must be that the apparatus just snaps open for a
moment in the brain, but remains closed most of the time, so that the
outer world does not get photographed.
Then was not the first time that I had been at Matzen, but of the
earlier visit I have only a very dim idea. I only see myself carried
into the drawing-room in the nurse’s arms to be caressed there by the
lady of the house, Aunt Betty Kinsky, and her two grown daughters, Rosa
and Tinka. In the year 1854, when my mother was invited to Matzen again,
Aunt Betty no longer held sway there; she had died some years
previously, and the daughters had married away,—Rosa to a Baron Hahn in
Graz, Tinka to General Count Crenneville, commandant of the fortress of
Mainz. Mainz, you know, was at that time an Austrian garrison. How
things do shift on this changeable surface of our earth—where
everything, indeed, is in a continual process of change; but more
swiftly and unexpectedly than mountains and valleys, than the forests
and cities of a country, do its political boundaries and dependencies
change.
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