Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
Before the game began, the time and place of the action were specified,
the hero’s name and description had to be settled, and a situation
prescribed. For example: In the year 1860 Bertha would be staying at a
castle near Moscow as the guest of the Russian ambassador’s wife. The
lady’s brother, Prince Alexander Alexandrovitch Rassumof, a very gloomy
and melancholy misanthrope, tall, elegant, dressed in black, with
uncannily gleaming eyes, is among the inmates of the house, but rarely
shows himself. He is understood to have been through a great misfortune
(a dark story of a false woman, of an opponent shot in a duel—the
particulars are not known) and to have withdrawn from the world. The
scene represents the garden, on the bank of a pond where a few swans are
gliding. I am sitting on a bench under a weeping willow with a book in
my hand, and from a side alley comes, buried in deep thought,—Alexander
Alexandrovitch. Now, after this was settled, the game could begin, and
we said “Puff.” By this magic word we were transformed into the dramatis
personæ—I into the seventeen-year-old Bertha, Elvira into the mysterious
Russian. And the dialogue began. If we wanted to interrupt the game for
a moment, we said “Puff,” and straightway we were again the two little
cousins, telling each other something: a scenic remark, such as “This
pencil means a pistol,” or perhaps something private that had no
connection with the game. And only when “Puff” was pronounced again was
the dialogue resumed. To indicate that the one or the other changed
color we had special signs: a quick and slight inflation of the cheeks
meant a faint blush; vigorous inflation, repeated a few times, meant
“suffused with crimson”; a swift, lightning-like drawing down of the
corners of the mouth was turning pale; a complete rolling over of the
under lip was downright ghostly pallor. The course that the piece was to
take was not sketched in advance, but was left to the spontaneous
development of the conversations and feelings, for in it we really felt
awaking interest in each other, budding affection, and usually, to end
with, glowing love that led to union for life. Such a dialogized novel
often lasted for days; for we could not go on playing without
interruption, since we were called away by other occupations,—lessons,
walks, meals, etc. The presence of our mothers did not always disturb
us: we sat down in another corner of the room, out of hearing, said
“Puff,” and the gloomy Alexander, or whatever was the name of the hero
of the day, was there again. To be sure we liked the game better when we
were alone, for then the dialogue could be accompanied with telling
gestures, and emotion could be expressed by raising our voices. When
such a comedy was played through, a new hero and a new situation must be
devised. Not always did something suggest itself; if not, we sat or
walked together in a state of sober paff, or chatted, till suddenly the
one or the other cried _Wasatem_.
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