Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
Aunt Lotti took no stock in my mother’s similar plans, for she was no
clairvoyant, no natural wonder, only a sort of imitator. It would soon
be seen that nothing was to be realized. But my mother’s tests came out
just as brilliantly. I myself dealt the cards and entered the winnings
and losses in a little book. The winnings were always so much the
greater that the first million was reached in a few weeks. “Chance,”
opined Aunt Lotti. Self-deception? I now ask myself in this case also.
The figures were there, and now plan-making and air-castle building
broke out among us in great style. In the neighborhood of Brünn there is
a Liechtenstein domain, Eisgrub, with a marvelous castle and park; we
had seen it once when we were on a picnic. We would buy Eisgrub. Perhaps
Prince Liechtenstein would not part with it—well, one can have anything
if one only pays a price well above the market value. The castle was
most beautifully furnished, but yet a good many things would have to be
changed; for instance, I was to have a chamber with porcelain walls and
porcelain furniture. This porcelain room afforded me such anticipatory
joys of possession as few things ever did. The pink diamonds in my
future jewel case were a delight to me too. All people have white
diamonds—the pink stones would be something special. But our wishes did
not turn merely toward ornament and show; we meant also to practice
beneficence on a large scale, i. e. build asylums for the blind,
hospitals, etc.; and surprise with adequate properties all our kinsfolk
and acquaintances who were suffering from any sort of lack. This whole
array of dreams of the future, which had consolidated into an assured
expectation, represented “the important thing” to me at that time.
Elvira kept aloof from all this plan-making. She set no store by earthly
possessions; the only harvest she wanted to reap was poetic fame; her
fancy was too thoroughly busied with its own creations to occupy itself
with idle air-castle-building into the bargain. Our games of puff had
undergone some modifications now: at present the hero no longer needed
to be furnished with wealth, but other combinations were devised. A poor
but proud lieutenant rejecting the adored millionairess who absolutely
throws herself at his head, but moved to relent by the sight of her
despair threatening to pass into consumption.
Thus the summer of 1856 came on, and the journey to Wiesbaden was
undertaken. Each of the million-huntresses carried in her cartridge box
(i. e. portemonnaie) a capital of a few hundred florins set apart for
this use; and the game bags too, i. e. two big portfolios with
combination locks, were in readiness for the noble quarry.
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