Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2) — John Shaqi
Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
One day I had again been invited to dinner at the Villa Weckerlin. Those
who sat next me at table were an Englishman—Lord Hillsborough—and
Heraclius. After dinner the company repaired to the salon; the mistress
of the house requested me to play something for them. Without being
urged, I sat down at the grand piano and played with bravura a Chopin
valse. Heraclius stood near me.
“You are an artist,” he said when I had finished.
It was now time to break up. The princess’s guests had also taken a box
at the opera for that evening, and it had been agreed that we should go
to the opera together.
I followed the princess into her dressing-room to rearrange, my hair a
little. The locks to be curled, and the faded roses to be replaced with
fresh ones. While Masha, the maid, was doing this work, I looked at my
own picture set in the silver frame of the toilet mirror. How
advantageously this thick polished glass showed the image: or was it the
effect of the champagne that my cheeks glowed so vividly, as if they had
been rouged? I took up the oval hand mirror; it showed the same dazzling
color; and by means of the double reflection I could now also see the
effect of the spray of roses drooping between the dark locks at the back
of my neck.
The princess stood near the toilet table.
“Take a little _poudre de riz_, my love,” she said, and lifted the
silver cover of a round glass jar. I pressed the puff into the fragrant
powder and dabbed it against my face and neck; how cooling it was, how
refreshing to the hot cheeks! And then, after the visible traces of rice
flour had been wiped off with the soft rabbit’s foot, the too deep red
in the cheeks had been changed to a tender rose, the lips glowed the
more vividly, and the eyes sparkled darker than before.
To complete my toilet the princess gave me a sandalwood fan with steel
spangles, and now we were ready.
When we entered the box the performance was already in progress. They
were giving _Rigoletto_. Gilda was just rushing down the steps to meet
her father. _Mio padre!—Figlia mia!_ As it were a flood of delicate
waves of tone came purling down from the stage, and the thickly packed
theater presented a brilliant spectacle. The impressions of life’s
splendor and joy which I was receiving that day kept on crescendo.
Heraclius of Georgia was present in the box. He sat opposite me and kept
his eyes fixed on me. It seemed to me as if the captivating melodies in
the duet between Gilda and the duke expressed what was streaming from
heart to heart between Heraclius and me, still unspoken but already
understood on both sides. I listened to the fiery strains of Verdi, and
slowly moved my fan back and forth, every motion sending me a breath of
sandalwood. Once I slightly turned my head and met the eyes of my
vis-à-vis fixed upon me full of tenderness and admiration. Then I
dropped my lids, but soon, in spite of myself, I lifted them again and
gave the dear fellow a long, full gaze of love.
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