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'I am perplexed with doubts; relieve the wanderings of my
mind, solve the difficulties by which it is agitated,
prepare me for the world which is before me. The prospect,
no longer beaming with light, no longer glowing with a
thousand vivid hues, is overspread with mists, which the
mind's eye vainly attempts to penetrate. I would feel,
again, the value of existence, the worth of rectitude, the
certainty of truth, the blessing of hope! Ah! tell me
not--that the gay expectations of youth have been the
meteors of fancy, the visions of a romantic and distempered
imagination! If I must not live to realize them, I would not
live at all.
'My harrassed mind turns to you! You will not ridicule its
scruples--you will, at least, deign to reason with me, and,
in the exercise of my understanding, I shall experience a
temporary relief from the sensations which devour me, the
suspicions that distress me, and which spread over futurity
a fearful veil.
'EMMA.'
I walked to the next market town, and left my letter at the post-house,--I
waited impatiently for a reply; my mind wanted _impression_, and sunk
into languor. The answer, which arrived in a few days, was kind, because
it was prompt, my sickly mind required a speedy remedy.
TO EMMA COURTNEY.
'Why will you thus take things in masses, and continually
dwell in extremes? You deceive yourself; instead of
cultivating your reason, you are fostering an excessive
sensibility, a fastidious delicacy. It is the business of
reason to compare, to separate, to discriminate. Is there no
medium--extraordinary exertions are only called forth by
extraordinary contingences;--because every human being is
not a hero, are we then to distrust the existence of virtue?
'The mind is modified by the circumstances in which it
is placed, by the accidents of birth and education; the
constitutions of society are all, as yet, imperfect; they
have generated, and perpetuated, many mistakes--the
consequences of those mistakes will, eventually, carry with
them their antidote, the seeds of reproduction are, even,
visible in their decay. The growth of reason is slow,
but not the less sure; the increase of knowledge must
necessarily prepare the way for the increase of virtue and
happiness.
'Look back upon the early periods of society, and, taking
a retrospective view of what has been done, amidst the
interruptions of barbarous inroads, falling empires, and
palsying despotism, calculate what yet may be achieved:
while the causes, which have hitherto impeded the progress
of civilization, must continue to decrease, in an
accelerated ration, with the wide, and still wider,
diffusion of truth.
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