Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Love stories; Sex role -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
'However _romantic_ (a vague term applied to every thing we
do not understand, or are unwilling to intimate) my views
and sentiments might appear to many, I dread not, from you,
this frigid censure. "The ideas, the associations, the
circumstances of each man are properly his own, and it is a
pernicious system, that would lead us to require all men,
however different their circumstances, to act in many of the
common affairs of life, by a precise, general rule."[10]
The genuine effusions of the heart and mind are easily
distinguished, by the penetrating eye, from the vain
ostentation of sentiment, lip deep, which, causing no
emotion, communicates none--Oh! how unlike the energetic
sympathies of truth and feeling--darting from mind to mind,
enlightening, warming, with electrical rapidity!
[Footnote 10: Godwin's Political Justice.]
'My ideas have undergone, in the last three months, many
fluctuations. My _affection_ for you (why should I seek
for vague, inexpressive phrases?) has not ceased, has not
diminished, but it has, in some measure, changed its nature.
It was originally generated by the report, and cemented by
the knowledge, of your virtues and talents; and to virtue
and talents my mind had ever paid unfeigned, enthusiastic,
homage! It is somewhere said by Rousseau--"That there may
exist such a suitability of moral, mental, and personal,
qualifications, as should point out the propriety of an
union between a prince and the daughter of an executioner."
Vain girl that I was! I flattered myself that between us
this sympathy really existed. I dwelt on the union between
mind and mind--sentiments of nature gently insinuated
themselves--my sensibility grew more tender, more
affecting--and my imagination, ever lively, traced the
glowing picture, and dipped the pencil in rainbow tints!
Possessing one of those determined spirits, that is not
easily induced to relinquish its purposes--while I conceived
that I had only your pride, or your insensibility, to
combat, I wildly determined to persevere.--A further
recapitulation would, perhaps, be unnecessary:--my
situation, alas! is now changed.
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