Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Love stories; Sex role -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He wrote not, but came, unexpectedly came, the next evening. I expressed,
in lively terms, the pleasure I felt in seeing him. We conversed on
various subjects, he spoke affectionately of his mother, and of the
tender interest she had expressed for my welfare. He enquired after my
pursuits and acquirements during his absence, commending the progress I
had made. Just before he quitted me, he adverted to the reproach I had
made him, for not having written to me, according to his engagement.
'Recollect,' said he, 'in the last letter I received from you, before I
left London, you hinted some suspicions--' I looked at him, 'and what,'
added he, 'could I reply?'
I was disconcerted, I changed colour, and had no power to pursue the
subject.
CHAPTER V
From this period, he continued to visit me (I confess at my solicitation)
more frequently. We occasionally resumed our scientific pursuits, read
together, or entered into discussion on various topics. At length he
grew captious, disputatious, gloomy, and imperious--the more I studied
to please him, the less I succeeded. He disapproved my conduct, my
opinions, my sentiments; my frankness offended him. This change
considerably affected me. In company, his manners were studiously cold
and distant; in private capricious, yet reserved and guarded. He seemed
to overlook all my efforts to please, and, with a severe and penetrating
eye, to search only for my errors--errors, into which I was but too
easily betrayed, by the painful, and delicate, situation, in which I had
placed myself.
We, one day, accompanied Mrs Denbeigh on a visit of congratulation to
her brother (eldest son of my deceased uncle Mr Melmoth), who had, when
a youth, been placed by his father in a commercial house in the West
Indies, and who had just returned to his native country with an ample
fortune. His sister and myself anticipated the pleasure of renewing our
early, fraternal, affection and intimacy, while I felt a secret pride in
introducing to his acquaintance a man so accomplished and respectable as
Mr Harley. We were little aware of the changes which time and different
situations produce on the character, and, with hearts and minds full of
the frank, lively, affectionate, youth, from whom we had parted, seven
years since, with mutual tears and embraces, shrunk spontaneously,
on our arrival at Mr Melmoth's elegant house in Bedford square, from
the cold salutation, of the haughty, opulent, purse-proud, Planter,
surrounded by ostentatious luxuries, and evidently valuing himself upon
the consequence which he imagined they must give him in our eyes.
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