Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)Cleland, John
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Memoirs of Fanny Hill: A New and Genuine Edition from the Original Text (London, 1749)
Cleland, John
England -- Fiction; Erotic fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
Nor can I remember, without laughing, the innocent admiration, not
without a spice of envy, with which we poor girls, whose church-going
clothes did not rise above dowlas shifts and stuff gowns, beplaced with
silver: all which we imagined grew in London, and entered for a great
deal into my determination of trying to come in for my share of them.
The idea however of having the company of a towns-woman with her, was
the trivial, and all the motives that engaged Esther to take charge of
me during my journey to town, where she told me, after the manner and
style, “as how several maids out of the country had made themselves and
all their kind for ever: that by preserving their virtue, some had
taken so with their masters, that they had married them, and kept them
coaches, and lived vastly grand and happy; and some, may-hap, came to
be Duchesses; luck was all, and why not I, as well as another?”; with
other almanacs to this purpose, which set me a tip-toe to begin this
promising journey, and to leave a place which, though my native one,
contained no relations that I had reason to regret, and was grown
insupportable to me, from the change of the tenderest usage into a cold
air of charity, with which I was entertained, even at the only friend’s
house that I had the least expectation of care and protection from. She
was, however, so just to me, as to manage the turning into money the
little matters that remained to me after the debts and burial charges
were allowed for, and, at my departure, put my whole fortune into my
hands; which consisted of a very slender wardrobe, packed up in a very
portable box, and eight guineas, with seventeen shillings in silver,
stowed in a spring-pouch, which was a greater treasure than I ever had
seen together, and which I could not conceive there was a possibility
of running out; and indeed, I was so entirely taken up with the joy of
seeing myself mistress of such an immence sum, that I gave very little
attention to a world of good advice which was given me with it.
Places, then, being taken for Esther and me in the Chester waggon, I
pass over a very immaterial scene of leave-taking, at which I droped a
few tears betwixt grief and joy; and, for the same reasons of
insignificance, skip over all that happened to me on the road, such as
the waggoner’s looking liquorish on me, the schemes laid for me by some
of the passengers, which were defeated by the valiance of my guardian
Esther; who, to do her justice, took a motherly care of me, at the same
time that she taxed me for the protection by making me bear all
travelling charges, which I defrayed with the unmost cheerfulness, and
thought myself much obliged to her into the bargain.
She took indeed great care that we were not overrated, or imposed on,
as well as of managing as frugally as possible; expensiveness was not
her vice.
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