Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
She is really a very lovely young woman; and there is something so
insinuating in her manner, that there is no seeing her without being
prejudiced in her favour. She changed colour when my mother presented me
to her by my name; but, at the same time, surveyed me with a scrutinous
eye. My mother asked her, had she seen Mr Faulkland since his return to
England. She answered, No, with a sigh; but that she believed he had
been to Putney. To see his son, said my mother? without reflecting, that
Miss Burchell had avoided mentioning that circumstance, and stopped upon
naming the place where the child was at nurse. Yes, she replied, in a
timorous accent, and stealing a look at me. The woman told me, that a
young gentleman had been there about six weeks ago, who said he came
from the child's father abroad, and made her a handsome present. As I
did not then know Mr Faulkland was returned to England, I should not
have suspected it was he himself who had called, if his housekeeper
(that gentlewoman in whose care he left me) had not come to me from him.
She is settled now in a lodging-house; and Mr Faulkland, on his coming
to London, went to her, to enquire where the child was. She told me he
inquired civilly after me, and gave her a letter for me, which the
good-natured woman joyfully brought me; but it contained nothing but a
bill of a hundred pounds, with two or three lines, polite indeed, but
not kind, to inform me it was for the child's use; and I have heard
nothing of him since.
My mother told her, that as Mr Faulkland was returned again, probably to
continue in England, she did not despair of his being brought to do her
justice; especially as she must suppose the sight of the child had made
an impression on him. She then, without ceremony, entered into a detail
of my unhappy story: she was full of it; and being, as you know, of a
very communicative temper, made no scruple to inform Miss Burchell of
every particular. She seemed very much affected with the story, and grew
red and pale by turns; especially at finding her aunt so deeply
concerned in it. She exclaimed against her barbarity, reproached Mr
Arnold for his injurious suspicions, and condoled obligingly with me on
the wrongs I had received; and yet, my Cecilia, would you believe it, I
thought I could discover, through all this, that Miss Burchell was not
entirely free from doubt in regard to my innocence. This observation I
gathered only from certain looks that she cast at me, as my mother
related the passages. There are little minute touches on the countenance
sometimes, which are so transient they can hardly be overtaken by the
eye, and which, from the passions being strongly guarded that give rise
to these emotions, are so slight, that a common observer cannot discover
them at all. I am sure my mother did not; but my sensibility was
particularly rouzed at her relating a story that I did not then wish to
have divulged; and I was too much interested in the narrative, not to
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