Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
attend precisely to its effects on the hearer. I am neither angry with,
nor surprized at, Miss Burchell, for her scepticism on this occasion.
She loves Mr Faulkland, and had not herself the power to resist him: she
knows he once loved me, and may fancy he does so still; nay, thinks
perhaps I am not indifferent towards him: she is a stranger to _my_
heart; but is convinced, that her aunt is base enough, first to ensnare
to vice, and then to betray. Upon the whole, there is nothing unnatural
in her suspicions; but I think they could not proceed from a virtuous
mind.
Upon Miss Burchell's taking leave, my mother gave her a general
invitation to come to her as often as she had leisure; telling her, she
must not take it amiss if she did not return her visits, as her health
would not permit her to go much abroad.
Miss Burchell, it seems, has a house (not lodgings) in a retired street
in Westminster, where she has been ever since she quitted her aunt, to
whom she never discovered where she lived. Her fortune enables her to
appear very genteelly in the private manner she chuses to live. She goes
but seldom into publick, and has but a narrow circle of acquaintance.
Those are all of her own sex, and of the best character; and she has had
the good fortune to preserve her reputation unsuspected; so that, I
hope, she may yet retrieve her error by an advantageous match, should Mr
Faulkland still continue averse to her.
_September 28_
I have had a letter from Patty: she tells me, her master is returned
home; and adds, 'To be sure, that vile wicked wretch let him know you
were gone.' She says, he called for the two dear babes, and kissed them
both. Patty carried the youngest to him in her arms, the other in her
hand, and she says, he looked troubled. How came you not to follow your
lady, Mrs Martha, said he? She replied, My Lady was willing, Sir, that I
should stay to look after the children--And to be a spy upon my actions,
I suppose: Is that not to be part of your employment too? Ah! Patty,
Patty; Mrs Arnold had better have looked to her own conduct. Patty made
no answer, but retired in tears. Every one in the house, she writes, is
broken-hearted; but that Mr Arnold is never at home, spending his whole
time with Mrs Gerrarde, whom the girl, in the overflowings of her zeal
for me, heartily execrates. She informed him, that I was gone to London,
and purposed living with my mother, who was now there.
_October 7_
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