Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
I have just received a letter from Lady V----. She tells me she sent
twice to Mr Arnold to dine with them, in order, if possible, to lead him
into a conversation, by which they hoped, in some measure, to have
cleared my innocence, as my lord could take upon him to justify Mr
Faulkland; but he declined coming, not knowing, perhaps, that Mr
Faulkland was absent from V---- hall. She said, her lord had gone to
South-Park; but either Mr Arnold was not at home, or denied himself. My
Lady adds, 'It is a delicate affair to interpose in; yet would I have
ventured to have wrote to your husband, if I had been sure that you had
no objection to my telling him, that you had made me privy to the cause
of your parting: 'tis plain, by his avoiding us, it is a subject he does
not care to come to an explanation upon. Let me have your sentiments,
and I will act accordingly.'
I shall answer Lady V----'s letter directly, and beg of her to leave
the matter as it is. Mrs Gerrarde's testimony will have more weight than
all my good lord or lady could urge in my favour: besides, they are not
furnished with sufficient weapons to combat against such an enemy: they
know nothing of Miss Burchell's story; my regard to _her_ character
prevented me from giving my lady this specimen of her aunt's baseness. I
suppose the same reason may have closed Mr Faulkland's lips on that
subject: so that they have nothing to allege against Mrs Gerrarde, which
would help to invalidate her testimony with regard to Mr Faulkland and
me. Mr Arnold, indeed, knows that she has forfeited her pretensions to
modesty; but the delusion of self-love blinds a man in those cases; and
he can believe, that _truth_, _sincerity_, and _justice_, inhabit the
bosom of her, whose passion for _him_ alone has caused a deviation from
chastity.
I cannot think of exposing the poor Miss Burchell by giving up her
secret. Though it might contribute to clear me, by turning Mr Arnold's
suspicions on Mrs Gerrarde, yet would she have great reason to resent
it; more especially as she is now, by a blameless life, endeavouring to
blot out the memory of her fault. Though my Lady V---- is very prudent,
her zeal for me, and my lord's good-natured earnestness in my cause,
might render them unguarded on the occasion; and should they attempt to
make use of this secret, in order to eliminate Mrs Gerrarde, it might,
at the same time, bring malicious censures both on Miss Burchell and Mr
Faulkland.
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