Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
You are the most amazing creature, said she, that ever breathed! What is
the meaning that, in the whole course of our acquaintance, your
behaviour never gave me room to believe that you were serious in your
designs on me, and now at once you souse upon your prey like a hawk?
I'll answer you in two words, said I. When we first met, you had a
husband; since the renewal of our acquaintance (you'll pardon me), it
was no secret that you had a favoured lover in Mr Arnold: I am not of a
temper to solicit a lady by stealth, and I would not give a pinch of
snuff for the woman who is not intirely at my disposal. Your attachments
to Arnold forbad this, and I was determined to have you all to myself.
My attachments to Mr Arnold! cried she, impudently, again. Ay, said I,
coolly, it began to be talked of so openly, that your reputation was
mangled at every tea-table in the country; and had you staid much longer
there, you would have found yourself deserted by every female of
character that knew you. Mr Arnold's parting with his wife, was by
every-body charged to your account; and as she is reckoned a very _good
sort_ of a woman (was not that a pretty phrase?), every one took her
part, and were not sparing in their invectives against you. Add to all
this, that Arnold has certainly run out his fortune, and is so involved
that it will not be possible for him long to make those returns of
generosity which your merit deserves.--You and I have been acquainted
long; I am no stranger to your circumstances; I know, at Captain
Gerrarde's death, your pension as his widow, and the very small jointure
at Ashby, was the whole of your income. Arnold's love, it is apparent,
has hitherto been bountiful; how long it could be in his power to
continue it so, may be a question worth your considering.
I found I had mortified her pride, by mentioning the narrowness of her
circumstances, and the demolition of her character. If all you say
_were_ true, Sir, which is far from being the case (with a toss of her
head), you will find it no very easy matter to make me amends for what I
shall perhaps lose for ever by this violence of yours, notwithstanding
the _smallness_ of my income, which you seem so well informed of. I have
a considerable sum of money, and some valuable jewels, lying by me, of
which my servants may very probably rob me. I assured her, upon my
honour, I would make good to her every thing she should lose through my
means, and would take care her situation should never be upon the same
precarious footing which it had been. I did not chuse to mention the
circumstance of my having secured her maid and her money too; I reserved
that for an agreeable surprize. I had measures to observe; I did not
want to be on good terms with her too soon for obvious reasons, as
nothing was farther from my heart than a thought of gallantry.
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