Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
For this purpose, I assumed a more distant behaviour, and affected to
shew her something like respect. I did not drop the least hint of my
knowing that Mr Arnold had made his lady uneasy on my account, much less
that I suspected her for the wicked contriver of that mischief. I
deferred the discussing of this point till a more favourable opportunity
should offer, when it would be in my power to make a better use of it.
My design was by degrees to make her satisfied enough with her
situation, not to wish to return to Arnold. When I had once brought her
to this, I judged it would not be difficult to carry her still farther,
to the point I aimed at; and that was, to write a letter to him of my
dictating. You will think this was a strange expectation, and yet it was
what I resolved to accomplish. I knew the turn of the mind I had to deal
with: bring a woman of this sort into good-humour, and it is easy to
wheedle her into compliance. She has no solid understanding; but
possesses, in the place of it, a sort of flashy wit, that imposes on
common hearers, and makes her pass for what is called clever. With a
great deal of vanity, and an affectation of tenderness, which covers the
most termagant spirit that ever animated a female breast, her ruling and
governing passion is avarice; and yet, strange to tell! generosity is of
all things what she professes to admire, and is most studious of having
thought her characteristic. Her pretensions to this virtue I have
opposed to her vice of avarice, as the terms appropriated to each seem
most contrary in their natures; yet I do not mean by generosity, that
bounteous disposition which is commonly understood by the word: no, no;
she aimed at the reputation of this virtue in our most exalted idea of
it, and would fain be thought a woman of a _great soul_. This phrase was
often in her mouth; and though her whole conduct gave the lye to her
professions, she would tell you fifty stories, without a word of truth
in any of them, to prove how nobly she had acted on such and such
occasions. On the knowlege of this part of her temper, I chiefly built
my hopes of success.
I kept up a sort of forced conversation during the rest of our journey.
She was sullen, but not rude. As I was far from desiring to come to an
eclaircissement with her, I did not wish to have her in better temper.
We reached the inn, which was about a mile on our side of Rochester, at
eight o'clock in the morning. This was a favourable hour, as by that
time every traveller must have left the stages they lay at. The house
stood alone, and luckily enough had no company in it. My old servant,
Lamb, had received my instructions by letter, and was prepared
accordingly for our reception. This was the place to which I had ordered
the maid to be carried; she had arrived there some time before us, and
was safely lodged.
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