Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
I told you before, Madam, that violence would be of no use to you:
your menaces I laugh at; you are in my power intirely, and
absolutely at my disposal: to think of getting out of my hands would
be vain; for it is as impracticable as flying. No mortal knows where
you are but the people of this house, who are strangers to your name
and circumstances; and if they knew both, they are so totally at my
devotion, that it would not avail you. I shall cut off all
possibility of a correspondence to England. What then must be your
resource? I am prepared against all events; and I would carry you
about locked up in an iron cage, like the Turkish tyrant, till I had
subdued that termagant spirit, sooner than you should have your
liberty to do more mischief. If you have any regard to your own
interest, you will endeavour to make me your friend: I have the
power and the will to serve you; I have done you no injury; I said I
would be your protector; and so I will, if you will suffer me to be
so. I said I would be the means of your passing your days in a state
more eligible to a woman of either spirit, discretion, or a grain of
honour, than you have hitherto done. This I am ready to make good,
if you will not be wanting on your part to your own happiness. You
have acknowleged that you are conscious of your own errors, are
sorry for them, and are willing to quit them (This was turning her
own weapons against herself); if you are in earnest in this
declaration, I will give you the means of quitting them. The money
you have now in your possession, even with the addition of your
little jointure, is not sufficient to promise you such a support as
would make you easy, if you were to return to England to-morrow; and
your story known (as it would be), what could you expect? Do you
think Arnold could be so besotted as to receive you again? What must
be your resource? Why, to continue, while your beauty lasts, in a
wretched, abandoned course. Ten thousand to one you might never
light on another whose love would be prodigal enough to enrich you.
The only choice left you, is to stay where you are not known, and
where, if you behave well, you may gain the respect and esteem which
you could never hope for in a place where your history is known. If
you will content yourself with an easy fortune, joined to a life of
virtue and tranquillity, I will provide you with a husband that many
a woman in your circumstances would bless her stars for: I will
double the portion you have already, and get it settled on you; and
will, on certain conditions, add a handsome yearly income. If you do
not like this proposal, I have no other alternative to offer but a
nunnery. I know you were bred a Roman Catholic: I am sure therefore
I shall do no violence to your religious scruples, if you have any.
I can get you admitted with ease: the religious here will think it a
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