Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
meritorious act in me, especially on the terms I shall propose; for
I will make it worth their while to receive and treat you as a lady
of the first family in France: but remember there is a final period
to all intercourse with this world. If you think you can bring
yourself to submit to such a life, I would really recommend it to
you; for I am sollicitous for your happiness both here and
hereafter: if not, you have the other choice to make; and so, Madam,
a husband or a convent; take which you like best: I give you three
days to consider of it.
I kept up a severe countenance, and a resolute tone. I rang the bell
as soon as I had done speaking. Rachael came in before Mrs Gerrarde
could answer me. Take care of your mistress, said I, and left the
room, without even the ceremony of a bow, or deigning to look at
her. I locked the chamber door, which I took care to clap after me;
and, putting the key in my pocket, left the lady and her maid to
consult at their leisure.
You know, Bidulph, I am not naturally morose; and that I am not very
apt to be wanting in that complaisance which all women expect, and
which I really think due to _almost_ all women: but this one had, in
the preceding scene, so intirely thrown off her sex, that I could
hardly consider her as a female. I had known many of her ill
qualities before; but those she now discovered, if they did not
shew her more wicked, certainly rendered her more disgustful to me
than the others. In short, I found that all decorum was to be laid
aside: I had gone too far not to put the finishing hand to my work;
and I had no other measures to observe, but to finish, by dint of
force, what I had begun by stratagem. When I mentioned the nunnery
to you in a former letter, it was in mere gaiety of heart: I had no
serious thoughts of that kind, nor did I now propose it as a
practicable scheme. I knew the woman too well to suppose she would
acquiesce; though, to confess the truth to you honestly, I think, if
she refuses my other plan of accommodation, I must compel her to
accept of this: nor ought it to be considered in any other light
than that of confining a wild beast, who, having already done a
great deal of mischief, would still do more, if left at liberty: but
I think I shall not be driven to this. I believe she will accept of
a husband with a good settlement, sooner than resign her liberty.
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