Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
My mother accosted her with saying, Miss Burchell, I have something to
tell you, that I believe will give you pleasure. The unhappy young woman
lifted up her melancholy eyes; and, shaking her head, answered, _That_,
I believe, Madam, is now impossible. Your aunt is married, said my
mother, but not to Mr Faulkland; and, what is more, there has never any
thing passed between them that need be a bar to you, if he could be
brought to consider you as he ought. Miss Burchell looked amazed; then
turned her eyes from my mother to me, as if for an explanation. My
mother desired me to acquaint her with the history at large of Mr
Faulkland's proceedings; I did so, and took care not to omit the tender
manner in which he had mentioned her in one of his letters. She dropped
some tears at the recital; and then, turning to my mother, My dear good
Madam, you have snatched me from despair by this discovery: I was
overwhelmed; I think I could not have got the better of my grief: a
faint ray of glimmering hope is once more let in upon me. Mr Faulkland
may _yet_ be mine without a crime; or, if he is not, I shall at least
have the satisfaction to think him not so abandoned as he appeared to me
an hour ago. Oh! worthy and lovely Mrs Arnold! said she, addressing
herself to me, you see how Mr Faulkland reveres you: oh! that you would
but engage in my behalf! _you_ can influence his heart; _you_ can guide
his reason; _you_ are his fate!
Her fine eyes, which she fixed on me, filled with persuasive eloquence,
let me into the whole of her meaning, and conveyed more to me than it
was in the power of words to do. I understand you, dear Madam, said I;
and it grieves my heart to think that I cannot, must not interest myself
for you in the manner I would most ardently undertake to do, if there
were not such obstacles in my way as it is impossible for me to get
over. Mr Faulkland, you see, is free from the guilt we all feared he had
plunged himself into: he is full of remorse for the injury he did you,
and I dare believe retains in his heart a tender sense of your merit: he
is still free; nay, he has declared his intention of continuing so.
These circumstances give large room for hope: your unobjectionable
conduct, joined to paternal affection, may still bring about that
wished-for, happy event; but this must be left to time, and the workings
of his own heart. You know Mr Faulkland is, in his natural temper,
impatient of restraint; he is but a very young man, and has a few of
those levities which a little more settled age infallibly will correct,
where a good heart and a good understanding are united. Pardon me if I
add, that Mr Faulkland is not ungenerous, however blameable he may have
been in regard to you. All these circumstances considered, I say, may
warrant your indulging a hope, that he will at last be brought to make
you the reparation, which is mine and my mother's wish as much as your
own. Ah! Madam, said she, but Mr Faulkland is a great way from me: the
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