Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
remembrance of me is already but too much worn out; distance, time, and
a variety of objects, must intirely efface it. _Your_ hand, the powerful
magic of _your_ touch, would soon brighten up the colouring of those
faint, faded traces, that he but scarcely preserves of me in his memory.
What could not your pen, guided by a heart so tender, so sympathizing
with the grief of others, effect on the man who considers you as a
divinity? If he had any hopes of _you_, Madam, it would be presumption
in me to put in my claim; but, as you cannot be my rival, be my
advocate: do, dear angelic lady! (and she lifted up her hands to me
fervently) write to Mr Faulkland, if you can restore him to me, what
prayers will I not pour out for your happiness?
My mother, who was greatly affected by her discourse, said to me,
Indeed, my dear, if you could effect that, it would be a very
meritorious work. Who knows what the high opinion Mr Faulkland has of
you, and the great deference he pays to your judgment, may produce?
I was sorry my good mother's openness of heart had made her enter so
suddenly into Miss Burchell's sentiments: it encouraged her to renew her
intreaties; she snatched both my mother's hands, and kissed them; she
wanted words to thank her.
I was unwilling to appear cold in Miss Burchell's interest, or to refuse
doing what my mother seemed to approve; but the resolution I had long
before made, never to see, or on any account whatsoever to hold the
least correspondence with Mr Faulkland, determined me. If strict
prudence might on so extraordinary an occasion have dispensed with this
promise, which, as I had made it to my own heart, I thought amounted
almost to a vow, I could not however answer it to that decorum, which I
had, as an inviolable law, determined to guide myself by, in so critical
a situation. And I resolved to have it in my power to say, in case Mr
Arnold and I were ever to unite again, that I had not in the smallest
article departed from it.
I told Miss Burchell there was but one reason which could prevent me
from complying with her request; but it was one of so much weight with
me, that, after my informing her of it, I hoped she would be so good as
not to urge me farther. I did, said I, upon my parting with my husband,
make a firm resolution, not only never to see Mr Faulkland, but never to
receive from, or write a line to him, nor in any manner whatsoever to
keep up the least intercourse with him.
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