Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
Love, without doubt, demands love in return; but where injured
honour is to be repaired, where the disgrace of a darling child is
to be prevented, those nicer sentiments of the soul must and ought
to give way: and I will venture to pronounce, that Miss Burchell
would, with raptures, receive the hand which would confer such
valuable blessings on her; leaving it to time, and her own
unremiting tenderness and assiduity, to get an interest in the
heart, which, by such an act, proved its own rectitude. On this
subject, I, from experience, am qualified to speak. You know, sir,
the interest you once had in me; you cannot think me so light a
creature, as to suppose I so soon after my breaking with you,
bestowed my affections on another. I did not; obedience to my
mother's commands was the sole motive which engaged my vows to Mr
Arnold; and I married him with no other sentiments, those of
esteem and gratitude for the great love he bore me. Yet from these
seeds sown in my heart, sprung a tender and ardent affection:
never did wife love a husband better than I did Mr Arnold; his
kindness merited, and _did_ win my whole affections; nor could a
temporary alienation of _his_ heart, disposses him of the place he
held in _mine_. His returning love (for which, with all
thankfulness, I own myself bound to you, Sir) made him still
dearer to me than ever, and I now profess myself wedded to his
memory. You have a right, Sir, to expect that I should explain
myself at once to you on this subject; for your own sake, and for
Miss Burchell's I must not suffer you to entertain a doubt of my
resolution. You compel me to repeat, that I think Miss Burchell
deserves your love, and has a just right to your hand. She throws
herself upon your honour, without pretending to have any _lawful_
claim; if she _had_, I should not condescend to solicit the man
who could refuse to do her justice.
'My mother is firm in her first resolves; could you place a crown
on my head, her integrity would still oblige her to reject it; nor
would a crown tempt me to forfeit the duty which I owe to her.
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