Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
See, my Cecilia, the heart I have to deal with. Hard to be subdued,
and obstinate in all its purposes. I expected difficulties; but was in
hopes he would be less determined in regard to his perseverance
towards me. I think however I have gained some ground; he
acknowleges Miss Burchell's merit, and seems obliged to her for the
part she has acted towards him. I have been under some difficulties on
this occasion; for as Miss Burchell was not so candid in her
acknowlegements to my mother as she has been to me, I cannot let
her know the whole of her confession; for this reason, I only told her
the general purport of what I wrote last to Mr Faulkland; and in
reading his answer to her, I passed over such passages as I thought
might induce her to require an explanation. I own I am a little hurt at
Miss Burchell's former perverting of facts on this occasion; but, as I
have already said more than once, there are great allowances to be
made for one in her very critical situation. Neither have I the least
right to reproach her for it even in my thoughts; for had she been
ever so explicit at my mother's first interview with her, it could not
have availed me.
You find, my dear, it is necessary I should speak plainly to Mr
Faulkland. I shall write to him again, and here you shall have a copy
of what I say; but I must lead this violent spirit with gentleness, and
endeavour to convince his reason, without wounding his tenderness.
Mrs Arnold's third letter to Mr Faulkland
'You give me pleasure, Sir; I begin to descry hopes for your and
my amiable friend. I know such a heart as Mr Faulkland's cannot
be proof against sentiments of gratitude and compassion; it will
not be difficult to convert those sentiments into love, when the
object is so deserving. Try, Sir, try; the experiment cannot fail.
How much to your honour will so noble a triumph be over an
ill-fated passion! What delightful returns may you not expect from
the obliged, the grateful partner of your happiness! Do not call
me inflexible, or rigid; filled as I am with gratitude, and a
sense of your merit, I should hate myself, if I did not acknowlege
that you deserve more from me than it can ever be in my power to
repay. I must be plain with you, since you require it; it is
impossible I ever can be yours. Sorry I am, that the necessity of
circumstances compels me to make so early a declaration, from
which I thought my present situation would have exempted me; but I
forgive you, Sir, for urging me on this head, and draw a happy
presage from your resting your hopes in relation to me, on my own
determination. You appeal to my delicacy, whether you ought, with
a heart estranged, to offer your hand to Miss Burchell? Were
delicacy alone to be consulted, the answer perhaps might be easy;
but there are superior considerations in your case to be taken in.
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