Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
My mother, ever kind and tender, came early the next morning into my
room. She enquired after my health, and looked as if she _pitied_ me. I
was ready to cry at her compassionate glances; they mortified me, but I
was determined not to let her perceive it. I told her I was much better;
and, what is surprizing, I was really so, notwithstanding the uneasy
state of my mind. She talked of indifferent things, and said, she hoped
I should soon be able to go into the country for a few days, to recover
a little strength. I answered, I hope so too, madam. We were both silent
for a while; my mother had her indulgent eyes fixed upon me; mine were
cast down: at last I resolved to speak out. Madam, said I, looking
steadfastly at her, what is the cause of your coldness towards Mr
Faulkland? 'Tis in vain for you to hide it longer; you say he is _well_,
and gone out of town. If he has shewn any slight towards me, tell me so
at once; and do not entertain so mean an opinion of your daughter, as to
suppose she cannot bear the news. Your tenderness, I see, would conceal
_something_ from me; but believe me, madam, I am prepared for the worst.
My dear, replied my mother, it gives me great pleasure to hear you say
so. I pray God preserve my child, and grant her a better lot than she
could hope for in a union with Mr Faulkland. What has he done, madam? My
dearest Sidney, she answered, this is the first trial you have ever had
of your patience; but I have no doubt that your goodness and discretion
will teach you to act as becomes your character.
I did not intend to have spoken to you on the subject, till you were
better able to bear the knowlege of what I am going to acquaint you
with; but your prudence, I think, makes you equal to every thing; and I
hope your health will not be endangered by the discovery of Mr
Faulkland's baseness. (What a dreadful preface!)
The day after you were taken ill, a letter, directed to you, was brought
hither by a porter, which your maid (very discretely) delivered to me.
As you were not in a condition to read it yourself, I thought proper to
open it. The cover contained a few lines addressed to you; and in it was
inclosed a letter directed to Mr Faulkland. Good God, added she, taking
the papers out of her pocket, how little reliance ought we to have on a
fair outside!
Here are the letters; read what is in the cover first. I did so; it was
ill writ, and worse spelt. These were the contents:
Madam,
I hear you are soon to be married to Mr Faulkland; but as I think
it a great pity that so virtuous a young lady should be thrown
away, this is to inform you, that he does not deserve you.
The inclosed letter, wrote to him by a fine and beautiful young
lady that he decoyed, shews you how false he is. When you tax him
with it, he will know from whence you got your information; but
let him deny it if he can.
I am, madam,
You unknown friend,
and humble servant.
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