Memoirs of Sarah, Duchess of Marlborough, and of the Court of Queen Anne Vol. 2 (of 2)Thomson, A. T., Mrs.
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Memoirs of Sarah, Duchess of Marlborough, and of the Court of Queen Anne Vol. 2 (of 2)
Thomson, A. T., Mrs.
Great Britain -- Court and courtiers -- Biography; Marlborough, Sarah Jennings Churchill, Duchess of, 1660-1744
I have said something in answer to the letters I had the honour to
receive last from your Majesty in one of these very long papers, and
there remains nothing to observe more, but that your Majesty seems very
much determined to have no more correspondence with me than as I am the
Duke of Marlborough’s wife, and your groom of the stole. I assure your
Majesty I will obey that command, and never so much as presume, as long
as I live, to name my cousin Abigail, if you will be pleased to write me
word in a very short letter that you have read this history, which is as
short as I could make it, and that you continue still of the same
opinion you were as to all your unjust usage of me. You will know all I
have writ is exactly the truth, and I must desire that you will be
pleased to do this before you receive the holy sacrament; and my reason
for it is this: everybody considers that as the most serious and
important thing they have to do in the world; and in order to prepare
themselves for it in such a manner as the greatness of the mistery
requires, they are directed to take a strict account of their lives, and
to be sorry for any wrong thing they have done, and to resolve never
more to do the same; and I know your Majesty on that occasion always
observes the great rule of examining yourselfe, and, justly considering
what a sacred work you are going about, constantly makes use of that
opportunity to search and try your wayes, and take a solemn view of your
actions. Now, upon the head of examination which I find in “The Whole
Duty of Man,” I observe there are these that follow Neglecting lovingly
to admonish a friend; forsaking his friendship for a slight or no cause;
unthankfulness to those that admonish, or being angry with them for it;
neglecting to make what satisfaction we can for any injuries we have
done him. And we are directed, in the same place, to read this catalogue
carefully over, upon days of humiliation, and to ask our own hearts as
we go along, Am I guilty or not of this? And when we are guilty, to
confesse it, particularly to repent of it, and to make what amends we
can, as the nature of the fault requires.
This rule is what I would beg your Majesty would be pleased to observe
upon the four articles which I have now written exactly as they stand in
that book, and upon the first to ask your own heart seriously whether
you have ever told me of any fault but that of believing, as all the
world does, that you have an intimacy with Mrs. Masham; and whether
those shocking things you complain I have said, were any more than
desiring you to love me better than her, and not to take away your
confidence from me after more than twenty-five years’ service and
professions of friendship.
Upon the second, whether you have not forsaken my friendship upon slight
or no faults?
Upon the third, whether you have ever taken well any kind advice that I
have endeavoured to give you, but have been always angry at me for it?
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