Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)Massalska, Apolonia Helena
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Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)
Massalska, Apolonia Helena
Ligne, Charles Joseph, prince de, 1735-1814; Massalska, Apolonia Helena, 1763-1815
“The few effects I possess, such as books, music, and some pieces of
furniture, I no longer consider as my own; you will be good enough
to take them into account in the sum I owe you for table expenses,
washing, etc.; for, as regards money, I can give you none. I have
made a purchase this month, which I should have avoided had I known
my affairs were in such a bad state. I spent forty ducats in buying
linen to make chemises, for I required some, and it was difficult for
me to do without them. I was shown some fine linen, and as it is often
difficult to procure, I bought it. If I become a prey to absolute
misery, I shall yet have the necessary courage to bear it. You will
care as much for me in sackcloth as in silk, and I shall be quite
happy. I do not wish even to return into society. I became acquainted
early in life with its most brilliant attractions, and soon wearied
of them; I shall never get weary of a quiet life, even attended with
poverty, if you love me.”
The Princesse Charles was a prey to all kinds of anxiety; her
imagination was constantly inventing dangers: “I am far from being
reassured,” she wrote to the Count; “on the contrary, it seems to me
that each moment increases my anxiety and worry. I was told that on
his return from Vienna the _Krajczy_ had gone to Dubus. If you meet
him I fear that he will encourage you to separate from me; he will
certainly have known MM. de Ligne at Vienna; their cause will have
interested him, and he will try to oblige them by urging you to abandon
me. This idea tortures me. Answer me directly on this subject. Since
Thursday I have been abandoned to the melancholy tenure of my thoughts,
and that without any hope of consolation; I am in great dread lest
your absence should be taken advantage of to get you to give up all
idea of our union; do not ever expect my consent to this. Should it be
necessary for your happiness, I am ready to release you from your vows,
but nothing will induce me to break those by which I have bound myself
to love you always.”
The Princess had received a very short answer to the letter she had
sent to the Prince-Bishop. He had not written himself, but had replied
through his steward that he would reflect on the subject, and that he
refused for the time being to treat with his niece’s delegate. Hélène
wrote to the Count, and added:--
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