Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)Massalska, Apolonia Helena
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Memoirs of the Princesse de Ligne, Vol. 2 (of 2)
Massalska, Apolonia Helena
Ligne, Charles Joseph, prince de, 1735-1814; Massalska, Apolonia Helena, 1763-1815
“If my uncle will not abide by the settlement, he has only to cancel
it, and give me back my lands. But to take possession of my estates,
and give me nothing in return, is really too unjust, and I cannot
believe my uncle will let me die of hunger. It would be infamous if,
with the immense fortune I possess, I were reduced to poverty by so
cruel an injustice, notwithstanding every law to the contrary. God
grant that I may escape the clutches of Silvestrowicz[101] with a
sufficient income to be a burden to no one! But where is my uncle? Can
I despatch any one to him, to explain my position and the ill-will of
Silvestrowicz? I shall find myself without a _sol_,[102] and then what
shall I do? tell me. But how could it be possible for my uncle to rob
me so completely, without my obtaining any redress? It is only in this
country that such a thing could take place. I am indeed very unhappy,
but I am so affected by your absence that it prevents my dwelling upon
my other griefs, which, at this moment, are but a minor part of my
sorrows. Good-bye, Vincent; love me, for your love is all I have left.”
The Count had just arrived in Poland, but seemed in no hurry to return
to Ukrania.
He wrote to Hélène that his own business kept him away from her, but
that she had nothing to fear from the influences she had mentioned in a
former letter. “I am greatly relieved,” she answers, “to hear at last
that you are in Poland, and to know that I have nothing to fear from
the _Krajczy_; his wife, his daughter, and his sons are all intimate
friends of MM. de Ligne, and I dreaded lest he might meddle with our
affairs. As for myself, I consider the engagement which bound us to
have been a fatal error, seeing we were so young, and that our only
fitness consisted in a mere similarity of birth and fortune. To you
alone I have given my pledge, my real love, the most chaste and sacred
of all ties.”
A short time after Hélène had fresh cause for anxiety. “Fancy,” she
writes to the Count, “I have read in the _Gazette de Hambourg_ that
Prince Charles is about to return to the Russian army by Léopol; he
must therefore pass by Niemirow, or at least quite near it. I assure
you that your Cossacks are barely a sufficient protection to reassure
a coward like myself.”[103] But the Prince passed through without
troubling himself about her.
At last the Count announced his arrival. “How my heart beats,” writes
Hélène, “when I think that the moment is drawing near which will bring
you back to me. I am so taken up by your return that whether you have
successfully or unsuccessfully settled my business is a question
which does not interest me as it would at any other time. I count the
minutes, and can only speculate on the hour at which you started, and
the hour at which you may arrive, and it seems to me as though I had
centuries to wait.
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