Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1De Quincey, Thomas
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Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1
De Quincey, Thomas
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else he never would have done) to grant her an allowance, for life, of
about two thousand per annum. Could _that_ be reckoned an anodyne
for the torment connected with a course of Schreiber? I pretend to no
opinion.
Such were the facts: and exactly at this point in her career had Mrs.
Schreiber arrived, when, once more, Colonel Watson and General Smith
were visiting England, and for the last time, on the errand of settling
permanently some suitable establishment for their two infant daughters.
The superintendence of this they desired to devolve upon some lady,
qualified by her manners and her connections for introducing the young
ladies, when old enough, into general society. Mrs. Schreiber was the
very person required. Intellectually she had no great pretensions; but
these she did not need: her character was irreproachable, her manners
were polished, and her own income placed her far above all mercenary
temptations. She had not thought fit to accept the station of Colonel
Watson's wife, but some unavowed feeling prompted her to undertake, with
enthusiasm, the duties of a mother to the colonel's daughter. Chiefly
on Miss Watson's account it was at first that she extended her maternal
cares to General Smith's daughter; but very soon so sweet and winning
was the disposition of Miss Smith that Mrs. Schreiber apparently loved
_her_ the best.
Both, however, appeared under a combination of circumstances too
singularly romantic to fail of creating an interest that was universal.
Both were solitary children, unchallenged by any relatives. Neither had
ever known what it was to taste of love, paternal or maternal. Their
mothers had been long dead--not consciously seen by either; and their
fathers, not surviving their last departure from home long enough to see
them again, died before returning from India. What a world of desolation
seemed to exist for them! How silent was every hall into which, by
natural right, they should have had entrance! Several people, kind,
cordial people, men and women, were scattered over England, that, during
their days of infancy, would have delighted to receive them; but, by
some fatality, when they reached their fifteenth year, and might have
been deemed old enough to undertake visits, all of these paternal
friends, except two, had died; nor had they, by that time, any relatives
at all that remained alive, or were eligible as associates. Strange,
indeed, was the contrast between the silent past of their lives and that
populous future to which their large fortunes would probably introduce
them. Throw open a door in the rear that should lay bare the long
vista of chambers through which their childhood might symbolically be
represented as having travelled--what silence! what solemn solitude!
Open a door in advance that should do the same figurative office for the
future--suddenly what a jubilation! what a tumult of festal greetings!
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