Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
Finally, my day of triumph dawned. Duquesnel had the happy idea of
putting “Athalie” on again with Mendelssohn’s choruses. Beauvallet, who
had been odious as a professor, was charming as a comrade. By special
permission from the Ministry he was to play _Joad_. The rôle of
_Zacharie_ was assigned to me. Some of the _Conservatoire_ pupils were
to take the spoken choruses, and the pupils who studied singing
undertook the musical part. The rehearsals were so bad that Duquesnel
and Chilly were in despair. Beauvallet, who was more agreeable now, but
not choice as regarded his language, muttered some terrible words. We
began over and over again, but it was all to no purpose. The spoken
choruses were simply abominable. Chilly exclaimed at last:
“Well, let the young one say all the spoken choruses. That would be
right enough with her pretty voice!”
Duquesnel did not utter a word, but he pulled his mustache to hide a
smile. Chilly was coming round to his _protégée_ after all. He nodded
his head in an indifferent way in answer to his partner’s questioning
look, and we began again, I reading all the spoken choruses. Everyone
applauded, and the conductor of the orchestra was delighted, for the
poor man had suffered enough. The first performance was a veritable
small triumph for me! Oh! quite a small one, but still full of promise
for my future. The public, charmed with the sweetness of my voice and
its crystal purity, encored the part of the spoken choruses, and I was
rewarded by three bursts of applause.
At the end of the act Chilly came to me and said:
“You were adorable!” He addressed me familiarly, using the French
_thou_, and this rather annoyed me; but I answered mischievously, using
the same form of speech:
“You think I am not so thin now?”
He burst into a fit of laughter, and from that day forth we both used
the familiar _thou_ and became the best friends imaginable.
Oh, that Odéon Theater! It is the theater I have loved most. I was very
sorry to leave it, for everyone liked each other there, and everyone was
gay. The theater was a little like the continuation of school. The young
_artistes_ came there, and Duquesnel was an intelligent manager, and
very polite and young himself. During the rehearsal we often went off,
several of us together, to play at hide and seek in the Luxembourg,
during the scenes in which we were not acting. I used to think of my few
months at the Comédie Française. The little world I had known there had
been stiff, scandal-mongering, and jealous. I recalled my few months at
the Gymnase. Hats and dresses were always discussed there, and everyone
chattered about a hundred things that had nothing to do with art.
At the Odéon I was very happy. We thought of nothing but putting on
plays, and we rehearsed morning, afternoon, and at all hours, and I
liked that very much.
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