Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
A man, whom I liked very much, was engaged in certain inventions for
balloons. To find out how to steer balloons means, for me, finding out
how to realize my dream, namely, to fly in the air, to approach the sky,
and have under one’s feet the moist downlike clouds. Ah, how interested
I was in my friend’s researches! One day, though, he came to me very
much excited with a new discovery.
“I have discovered something about which I am wild with delight!” he
said. He then began to explain to me that his balloon would be able to
carry inflammable matter without the least danger, thanks to this, and
thanks to that.
“But what for?” I asked, bewildered by his explanations and half crazy
with so many technical words.
“What for?” he repeated; “why, for war!” he replied. “We shall be able
to fire, and to throw terrible bombs to a distance of a thousand, twelve
hundred, and even fifteen hundred yards, and it would be impossible for
us to be harmed at such a distance. My balloon, thanks to a substance
which is my invention, with which the covering would be coated, would
have nothing to fear from fire nor yet from gas.”
“I do not want to know anything more about you or your invention,” I
said, interrupting him brusquely. “I thought you were a humane savant,
and you are a wild beast. Your researches were in connection with the
most beautiful manifestation of human genius, with those fêtes of the
skies which I loved so dearly. You want to transform these now into
cowardly attacks turned against the earth. You horrify me! Do go!”
With this I left my friend to himself and his cruel invention, ashamed
for a moment. His efforts have not succeeded, though, according to his
wishes.
The remains of the poor lad were put into a small coffin, and Mme.
Guérard and I followed the pauper’s hearse to the grave. The morning was
so cold that the driver had to stop and take a glass of hot wine, as
otherwise he might have died of congestion. We were alone in the
carriage, for the boy had been brought up by his grandmother who could
not walk at all, and who knitted vests and stockings. It was by going to
order some vests and socks for my men that I had made the acquaintance
of _Mère Tricottin_, as she was called. At her request I had engaged her
grandson, Victor Durieux, as an errand boy, and the poor old woman had
been so grateful that I did not dare go now to tell her of his death. My
_petite dame_ went for me to the Rue de Vaurigard, where the old woman
lived. As soon as Mme. Guérard arrived, the poor grandmother could see
by her sad face that something had happened.
“_Bon Dieu!_ my dear lady, is the poor little _maigrotte_ dead?”
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