Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
This was her name for me. Mme. Guérard then told her, as gently as
possible, the sad news. The old woman took off her spectacles, looked at
Mme. Guérard, wiped them and put them on her nose again. She then began
to grumble violently about her son, the father of the dead boy. He had
taken up with some low girl, by whom he had had this child, and she had
always foreseen that misfortune would come upon them through it. She
continued in this strain, not sorrowing for the poor boy, but abusing
her son, who was a soldier in the Army of the Loire. Although the
grandmother seemed to feel so little grief, I went to see her after the
funeral.
“It is all over, Mme. Durieux,” I said, “but I have secured the grave
for a period of five years for the poor boy.”
She turned toward me, quite comic in her vexation.
“What madness!” she exclaimed; “now that he’s with the _bon Dieu_ he
won’t want for anything. It would have been better to have taken a bit
of land that would have brought something in. Dead folks don’t make
vegetables grow.”
This outburst was so terribly logical that, in spite of the odious
brutality of it, I yielded to _Mère Tricottin’s_ desire, and gave her
the same present I had given to the boy. They should each have their bit
of land, the child who had had a right to a longer life should sleep his
eternal sleep in his, while the old woman could wrest from hers what
fruits she might.
I returned to the _ambulance_ sad and unnerved. A joyful surprise was
awaiting me. A friend of mine was there, holding in his hand a very
small piece of tissue paper, on which were the following two lines in my
mother’s handwriting: “We are all very well and at Hombourg.” I was
furious on reading this. At Hombourg! All my family at Hombourg,
settling down tranquilly in the enemy’s country! I racked my brains to
think by what extraordinary combination my mother had gone to Hombourg.
I knew that my pretty Aunt Rosine had a friend there, with whom she
stayed every year, for she always went for two months to Hombourg, two
months to Baden-Baden, and a month to Spa, as she was the greatest
gambler that the _bon Dieu_ ever created. Anyhow, those who were so dear
to me were all well, and that was the principal thing. But I was
nevertheless annoyed with my mother for going to Hombourg.
I heartily thanked the friend who had brought me the little slip of
paper. It was sent to me by the American Minister, who had put himself
to no end of trouble in order to give help and consolation to the
Parisians. I then gave him a few lines for my mother, in case he should
be able to send them to her.
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