Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
Lulled by my words, and touched by my sisterliness, she wiped her eyes,
and taking my hand, led me gently away. Soubise followed. I signed to
Joussiau in an authoritative way to stay where he was. And we went up
the two flights of stairs of the hotel, in silence. At the end of a
narrow corridor she opened a door. We found ourselves in rather a large
room, reeking with the smell of tobacco. A small night lamp, placed on a
little table by the bed, was all the light in this large room. The
wheezing respiration of a human breast disturbed the silence. I looked
toward the bed, and by the faint light from the little lamp, I saw a man
half seated, propped up by a heap of pillows. The man was aged-looking,
rather than really old. His beard and hair were white and his face bore
traces of suffering. Two large furrows were formed, from the eyes to the
corners of the mouth. What tears must have rolled down that poor
emaciated face!
The girl went quietly toward the bed, signed to us to come inside the
room, and then shut the door. We walked across on tiptoes to the far end
of the room, our arms stretched out to maintain our equilibrium. I sat
down with precaution on a large Empire couch, and Soubise took a seat
beside me. The man in bed half opened his eyes. “What is it, my child?”
he asked.
“Nothing, father, nothing serious,” she replied. “I wanted to tell you,
so that you should not be surprised when you woke up. I have just given
hospitality in our room to two ladies who are here.”
He turned his head in an annoyed way, and tried to look at us at the end
of the room.
“The lady with fair hair,” continued the girl, “is Sarah Bernhardt, whom
Lucien liked so much, you remember?”
The man sat up and, shading his eyes with his hand, peered at us. I went
near to him. He gazed at me silently, and then made a gesture with his
hand. His daughter understood the gesture and brought him an envelope
from a small bureau. The unhappy father’s hands trembled as he took it.
He drew three sheets of paper out, slowly, and a photograph. He fixed
his gaze on me and then on the portrait.
“Yes, yes, it certainly is you, it certainly is you,” he murmured.
I recognized my photograph, taken in “Le Passant,” smelling a rose.
“You see,” said the poor man, his eyes veiled by tears, “you were this
child’s idol. These are the lines he wrote about you.”
He then read me, in his quavering voice, with a slight Picardian accent,
a very pretty sonnet.
He then unfolded a second paper, on which some verses to Sarah Bernhardt
were scrawled. The third paper was a sort of triumphant chant,
celebrating all our victories over the enemy.
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