Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
At the end of that year, 1871, we were told, in rather a mysterious and
solemn way, that we were going to play a piece of Victor Hugo’s. My
mind, at that time of my life, was still closed to great ideas. What
with my somewhat cosmopolitan family, their rather snobbish
acquaintances and friends, and the acquaintances and friends I had
chosen in my independent life as an _artiste_, I was living in rather a
_bourgeois_ atmosphere. I had heard Victor Hugo spoken of ever since my
childhood as a rebel and a renegade, and his works, which I had read
with passion, did not prevent my judging him with very great severity.
And I blush to-day with anger and shame, when I think of all my absurd
prejudices, nourished by the imbecile or insincere little court which
flattered me. I had a great wish, nevertheless, to play in “Ruy Blas.”
The rôle of the queen seemed so charming to me.
I mentioned my wish to Duquesnel, who said he had already thought of it.
Jane Essler, an _artiste_ then in vogue, but a trifle vulgar, had great
chances, though, against me. She was on very friendly terms with Paul
Meurice, Victor Hugo’s intimate friend and adviser. A friend brought
Auguste Vacquerie to my house. He was the other friend, and even a
relative of the “illustrious master.”
Auguste Vacquerie promised to speak for me to Victor Hugo, and two days
later he came again, assuring me that I had every chance in my favor.
Paul Meurice himself, a very straightforward man with a delightful mind,
had proposed me to the author. Then, too, Geffroy, the admirable
_artiste_ taken from the Comédie Française to play “Don Salluste,” had
said, it appears, that he could see only one little Queen of Spain
worthy to wear the crown, and I was that one. I did not know Geffroy,
and I did not know Paul Meurice, and was rather astonished that they
should know me.
The reading was to be at Victor Hugo’s the next day at two o’clock. I
was very much spoiled and very much praised and flattered, so that I
felt hurt at the unceremoniousness of a man who did not condescend to
disturb himself, but asked women to go to his house, when there was
neutral ground, the theater, for the reading of plays. I told this
unheard of thing at five o’clock to my little court, and men and women
alike exclaimed: “What! That man who was only the other day an outlaw!
That man who has only just been pardoned! That nobody dares to ask the
little Idol, the Queen of Hearts, the Fairy of Fairies to inconvenience
herself!”
All my little sanctuary was in a tumult, men and women alike could not
keep still. “She must not go,” they said. “Write him this ... write him
that.” And they were composing impertinent, disdainful letters when
Marshal Canrobert was announced. He belonged at that time to my little
five o’clock court, and he was soon posted by my turbulent visitors. He
was furiously angry at the imbecilities uttered against the great poet.
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