Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
The bitter odor of smoke was what we inhaled in Paris. All that I
touched at home left on my fingers a somewhat greasy and almost
imperceptible color. A general uneasiness beset France, and more
especially Paris. The theaters, however, opened their doors once more,
and that was a general relief.
One morning I received from the Odéon a notice of rehearsal. I shook out
my hair, stamped my feet, and sniffed the air like a young horse
snorting. The race ground was to be opened for us again. We should be
able to gallop afresh through our dreams. The lists were open. The
contest was beginning. Life was commencing again. It is truly strange
that man’s mind should have made of life a perpetual strife. When there
is no longer War there is Battle, for there are a hundred thousand of us
for the same object, God has created the earth and man for each other.
The earth is vast. What ground there is uncultivated! Miles upon miles,
acres upon acres of new land, waiting for arms that will take from its
bosom the treasures of inexhaustible nature. And we remain grouped round
each other; crowds of famishing people watching other groups, which are
also lying in wait.
The Odéon opened its doors to the public, offering them its repertory.
Some new pieces were given us to study. One of these, more particularly,
had great success. It was André Theuriet’s “Jean-Marie,” and was given
in October, 1871. This little one-act play is a veritable masterpiece,
and it took its author straight to the Academy. Porel, who played the
part of _Jean-Marie_, had huge success. He was at that time slender,
nimble, and full of youthful ardor. He needed a little more poetry, but
the joyous laughter of his thirty-two teeth made up in ardor for what
was wanting in poetic desire. It was very good, anyhow.
My rôle of the young Breton girl, submissive to the elderly husband
forced upon her, and living eternally with the memory of the _fiancé_
who was absent, perhaps dead, was pretty, poetical, and touching through
the final sacrifice. There was even a certain grandeur in the end of the
piece. It had, I must repeat, an immense success and increased my
growing reputation.
I was, however, awaiting the event which was to consecrate me a star. I
did not quite know what I was expecting, but I knew that my Messiah had
to come. And it was the greatest poet of the last century who was to
place on my head the crown of the Elect.
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