Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
The performance of “Hernani” made me more the favorite of the public
than ever. I had already gone through it with Victor Hugo and it was a
real pleasure to me to visit the great poet each day. I had never
discontinued my visits to him, but I was never able to have any
conversation with him in his own house. There were always men in red
ties gesticulating, or women in tears reciting. He was very good; he
listened to me with half-closed eyes and I thought he was asleep. Then
when I stopped he roused up at the silence and said a consoling word,
for Victor Hugo would not have promised to hear me without keeping his
word. He was not like me; I promise everything with the firm intention
of keeping my promises, and two hours after I have forgotten all about
them. If anybody reminds me of what I have promised I tear my hair and
to make up for my forgetfulness I say anything, I buy presents, in fact
I complicate my life with useless worries. It has always been so and
always will.
As I was grumbling one day to Victor Hugo that I never could have a
chance of talking with him, he invited me to lunch, saying that after
lunch we could talk together alone. I was delighted with this lunch, to
which Paul Maurice the poet, Léon Gladel, Gustave Doré and the Cummunard
X— (a Russian lady whose name I do not remember) were also invited. In
front of Victor Hugo sat Mme. Drouet, the friend of his unlucky days.
But what a horrible lunch we had! It was really bad and badly served. My
feet were frozen by the draughts from the three doors, which fitted
badly, and one could positively _hear_ the wind blowing under the table.
Near me was Mr. X——, the German architect, who is to-day a very
successful man. This man had such dirty hands and ate so badly that he
made me feel sick. I met him afterwards at Berlin. He is now quite clean
and proper, and I believe an Imperialist. But the uncomfortable feeling
this uncongenial neighbor inspired in me, the cold draughts blowing on
my feet, the boredom I was afflicted with—all reduced me to a state of
positive suffering and I lost consciousness. When I recovered I found
myself on a couch, my hand in that of Mme. Drouet and in front of me,
sketching me, Gustave Doré.
“Oh, don’t move,” he cried, “you are so pretty like that!” These words,
though they were so inappropriate, pleased me, nevertheless, and I
complied with the wish of the great artist. From that day we were the
best of friends.
I left the house of Victor Hugo without saying good-by to him, a trifle
ashamed of myself. The next day he came to see me. I told him some tale
to account for my illness and I saw no more of him except at the
rehearsals of “Hernani.”
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