Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
My intense desire to win over the English public had caused me to
overtax my strength. I had done my utmost at the first performance and
had not spared myself in the least. The consequence was that in the
night I vomited blood in such an alarming way that a messenger was
despatched to the French Embassy in search of a physician. Dr. Vintras,
who was at the head of the French Hospital in London, found me lying on
my bed, exhausted and looking more dead than alive. He was afraid that I
should not recover and requested that my family be sent for. I made a
gesture with my hand to the effect that it was not necessary. As I could
not speak, I wrote down with a pencil: “Send for Dr. Parrot.”
Dr. Vintras remained with me part of the night, putting crushed ice
between my lips every five minutes. At length toward five in the morning
the blood vomiting ceased, and thanks to a potion that the doctor gave
me, I fell asleep.
We were to play “L’Etrangère” that night at the Gaiety and, as my rôle
was not a very fatiguing one, I wanted to perform my part _quand-même_.
Dr. Parrot arrived by the four o’clock boat and refused categorically to
give his consent. He had attended me from my childhood. I really felt
much better, and the feverishness had left me. I wanted to get up, but
to this Dr. Parrot objected.
Presently, Dr. Vintras and Mr. Mayer, the _impresario_ of the Comédie
Française, were announced. Mr. Hollingshead, the director of the Gaiety
Theater, was waiting in a carriage at the door to know whether I was
going to play in “L’Etrangère,” the piece announced on the bills. I
asked Dr. Parrot to rejoin Dr. Vintras in the drawing-room and I gave
instructions for Mr. Mayer to be introduced into my room.
“I feel much better,” I said to him, very quickly. “I’m very weak still,
but I will play. Ssh! ... don’t say a word here. Tell Hollingshead and
wait for me in the smoking room, but don’t let anyone else know.”
I then got up and dressed very quickly. My maid helped me and, as she
had guessed what my plan was, she was highly amused.
Wrapped in my cloak, with a lace fichu over my head, I joined Mayer in
the smoking room and then we both got into his hansom.
“Come to me in an hour’s time,” I said in a low voice to my maid.
“Where are you going?” asked Mayer, perfectly stupefied.
“To the theater ... quick ... quick...!” I answered.
The cab started and I then explained to him that if I had stayed at
home, neither Dr. Parrot nor Dr. Vintras would have let me act upon any
account.
“The die is cast now,” I added, “and we shall see what happens.”
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