Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
“Yes,” she answered, with a sigh of regret, “but it was not God’s will.
Are you not Madame Hessler?” she continued, looking earnestly at me.
“No, madame,” I answered, “my name is Sarah Bernhardt.”
She stepped back and drawing herself up, her face very pale and her
brows knitted, she said in a mournful voice, a voice that was scarcely
audible: “I am the widow of President Lincoln.”
I, too, stepped back, and a thrill of anguish ran through me, for I had
just done this unhappy woman the only service that I ought not to have
done her—I had saved her from death. Her husband had been assassinated
by an actor, Booth, and it was an actress who had now prevented her from
joining her beloved husband. I went back again to my cabin and stayed
there two days, for I had not the courage to meet that woman for whom I
felt such sympathy, and to whom I should never dare to speak again.
On the 22d we were surprised by an abominable snowstorm. I was called up
hurriedly by Captain Jonclas. I threw on a long ermine cloak and went on
to the bridge. It was perfectly stupefying and at the same time
fairylike. The heavy flakes met each other with a hiss in their mad
waltzing provoked by the wind. The sky was suddenly veiled from us by
all this whiteness which fell round us in avalanches, completely hiding
the horizon. I was facing the sea and, as Captain Jonclas pointed out to
me, we could not see a hundred yards in front of us. I then turned round
and saw that the boat was as white as a seagull; the ropes, the cordage,
the nettings, the portholes, the shrouds, the whalers, the deck, the
sails, the ladders, the funnels, the airholes—everything was white. The
sea was black and the sky was black. The boat alone was white, floating
along in this immensity. There was a contest between the high funnel,
sputtering forth with difficulty its smoke through the wind which was
rushing wildly into its great mouth, and the prolonged shrieks of the
siren. The contrast was so extraordinary between the virgin whiteness of
this boat and the infernal uproar it made that it seemed to me as if I
had before me an angel in a fit of hysterics.
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