Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
Sophie and I had some fine games in that magnificent park. Our greatest
joy, though, was to go to Mme. Masson’s in the Rue de la Gare. Mme.
Masson had a curiosity shop. Her daughter Cécile was a perfect little
beauty. We three used to delight in changing the tickets on the vases,
snuffboxes, fans, and jewels, and then, when poor M. Masson came back
with a rich customer—for Masson, the antiquary, enjoyed a world-wide
reputation—Sophie and I used to hide so that we should see his fury.
Cécile, with an innocent air, would be helping her mother and glancing
slyly at us from time to time.
The whirl of life separated me brusquely from all these people whom I
loved, and an incident, trivial in itself, caused me to leave the
convent earlier than my mother wished.
It was a fête day and we had two hours for recreation. We were marching
in procession along the wall which skirts the railway on the left bank
of the Seine and as we were burying my pet lizard we were chanting the
“De Profundis.” About twenty of my little playfellows were following me,
when suddenly a soldier’s cap fell at my feet.
“What’s that?” called out one of the girls.
“A soldier’s cap.”
“Did it come from over the wall?”
“Yes, yes.... Listen, there’s a quarrel going on!”
We were suddenly silent, listening with all our ears.
“Don’t be stupid! It’s idiotic!”
“It’s the Grandchamps Convent!”
“How am I to get my cap back?”
These were the words we overheard and then, as a soldier suddenly
appeared astride our wall, there were shrieks from the terrified
children and angry exclamations from the nuns.
In a second we were all about twenty yards away from the wall, like a
group of frightened sparrows flying off to land a little farther away,
inquisitive and very much on the alert. “Have you seen my cap, young
ladies?” called out the unfortunate soldier in a beseeching tone.
“No, no!” I cried, hiding it behind my back.
“Oh, no!” echoed the other girls with peals of laughter, and in the most
tormenting, insolent, jeering way we continued shouting “No!” “No!”
running backward all the time in reply to the Sisters who, veiled and
hidden behind the trees, were in despair.
We were only a few yards from the huge gymnasium. I climbed up
breathless at full speed and reached the wide plank at the top. When
there, I unfastened the rope ladder, but as I could not get the wooden
ladder up to me by which I had mounted, I unfastened the rings and
banged it down so that it broke, making a great noise. I then stood up
wickedly triumphant on the plank, calling out: “Here it is—your cap, but
you won’t get it now!” I put it on my head and walked up and down, as no
one could get to me there. I suppose my first idea had just been to have
a little fun, but the girls had laughed and clapped, and my strength had
held out better than I had hoped, so that my head was turned, and
nothing could stop me then.
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