Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
I did not hear anything else, for I was beside myself with joy. I did
not stay to thank anyone, but bounded to the door.
“_Ma petite dame!_ Mademoiselle! I have passed!” I exclaimed, and when
they shook hands and asked me no end of questions I could only reply:
“Oh, it’s quite true—I have passed, I have passed!”
I was surrounded and questioned.
“How do you know that you have passed? No one knows beforehand.”
“Yes, yes, I know, though. M. Auber told me. I am to go into M.
Provost’s class. M. Beauvallet wanted me, but his voice is too loud for
me!”
A disagreeable girl exclaimed: “Can’t you stop that? And so they all
want you!”
A pretty girl, who was too dark, though, for my taste, came nearer and
asked me gently what I had recited.
“The fable of the ‘Two Pigeons,’” I replied.
She was surprised, and so was everyone; while, as for me, I was wildly
delighted to surprise them all. I tossed my hat on my head, shook my
frock out, and dragging my two friends along, ran away dancing. They
wanted to take me to the confectioner’s to have something, but I
refused. We got into a cab, and I should have liked to push that cab
along myself. I fancied I saw the words “I have passed” written up over
all the shops. When, on account of the crowded streets, the cab had to
stand, it seemed to me that the people stared at me, and I caught myself
tossing my head as though telling them all that it was quite true I had
passed my examination. I never thought any more about the convent, and
only experienced a feeling of pride at having succeeded in my first
venturesome enterprise. Venturesome, but the success had depended only
on me. It seemed to me as though the cabman would never arrive at 265
Rue St. Honoré. I kept putting my head out of the window and saying:
“Faster, cabby; faster, please!” At last we reached the house, and I
sprang out of the cab and hurried along to tell the good news to my
mother. On the way I was stopped by the daughter of the hall porter. She
was a staymaker, and worked in a little room on the top floor of the
house, the window of which was opposite our dining-room where I used to
do my lessons with my governess, so that I could not help seeing her
ruddy, wide-awake face constantly. I had never spoken to her, but I knew
who she was.
“Well, Mlle. Sarah, are you satisfied?” she called out.
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