City and town life -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Arnold put his eye cautiously to that dim pane of glass. He saw
Clarissa in her spring finery; dainty, fresh, from the jaunty little
lace hat, with the trembling cornflowers, which was perched on her
elaborately dressed hair, to the pointed, shiny shoe sticking out from
the frill of her skirt. He saw her beautiful, classic face; her blue
eyes, a trifle frightened and guilty and disgusted, but not in the
least affectionate. He saw her frown and make a warning movement with
her gloved fingers and jerk her head toward the sitting room.
Mrs. Neaves had her dirty hands on her spread hips; her dreadful
working dress of brownish-gray wool was slopped with dish water and
patched with grease. It had parted from its lining under the arms, at
the waist, at the back--everywhere, as her exuberant rolls of flesh
broke through. She wasn’t a woman; she was an unsavory bundle of rags
which you would take gingerly by one corner and pitch onto a dust heap.
And she was Clarissa’s mother. The likeness was unmistakable, even if
he had not heard the girl’s quick, frightened word, which gave away the
situation. He understood now the uncanny attraction which had lately
impelled him to observe Mrs. Neaves. The two pairs of blue eyes, one
looking out from a delicate frame of chalk, the other from a shiny band
of perspiration, were the same. One pair a little bleared by gin, by
labor and years--but that was the only difference.
He didn’t catch the rest of their conversation; he did not want to. He
watched them; their gestures (Clarissa’s tragic, the mother’s amazed)
were enough. He sneaked away from the cupboard at last and sat down by
the window. Sol, understanding, put his damp nose into his master’s
loosely doubled palm. His brown eyes said wistfully, “I could have told
you so. Why want a woman? Isn’t my devotion enough?”
Arnold wasn’t angry with Clarissa, wasn’t contemptuous of her. He
didn’t see the humor of the situation, nor the degradation of it. He
didn’t want to put on his hat and get out of the place, leaving the
women to squabble over him as they liked. He had none of the sensations
that I should have had, that you would have had if you were a man. I
know your womanly sensations; boiling wrath and contempt for Clarissa,
mingled with intense sympathy and a little irritation with her for
being fool enough to give away everything by that one nervous word.
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