City and town life -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Short stories, English
WHY?
I SAID I would tell you the story of Adeline. You remember that she saw
Orion fling himself out of the window.
Her story is in two parts. You will wonder how it is that I know both
sides. It is because I met James Pray and got to know him very well
soon after his wife died. He put Betty to boarding-school, let the
cottage furnished, came back to London, and lived in the Inn until he
married again.
His second wife is an artist too--a very sensible, capable woman--with
mediocre pictures on the line and accounts of her artistic At Homes in
the leading fashion papers. She keeps Pray well in hand. He is a
successful portrait painter--of the third-rate sort. They live in
Kensington. I go to see them sometimes.
When first he came to the Inn he used to talk to me incessantly of
Adeline. Oddly enough, it was Murphy’s old set he took. He talked
to me about Adeline. I used to listen--with my tongue in my cheek.
Sometimes it really seemed a little uncanny, and I had half a mind to
tell him everything, and so quiet him. But Adeline, poor dead girl, was
always begging me not to. He was forever asking--why, why? I could have
told him. The very room could have told him. We sat and smoked and
drank and talked--at least he talked--in that paneled room which some
former fool had grained to imitate maple. The ghosts of Murphy and of
Adeline--a guilty pair--seemed to glide between us and stand shadowy in
the clouds of tobacco as poor Pray asked--why?
The very wood on the walls could have told him, the very oak, that
black, discreet door which holds so much, was pregnant with an answer
to that mournful query of his--why, why?
He talked of Adeline. He painted a nervous, evanescent creature, full
of moods and always plaintively tender. It was not the Adeline I
remembered. She had been fine, full, and strong, with steady gray eyes
and skin of ivory, all health and life and fun and witchery and wicked
daring. Though I never saw so very much of her. She was a lady, you
understand; Murphy usually sported his oak when she came. He only asked
me once to dinner, and I thought her most charming.
* * * * *
“PRAY.--Adeline, wife of James Pray.”
“If anything should happen, if I should die first,” she said--“and you
needn’t frown, because one of us must be first--you’ll put that in the
paper.”
She spoke dreamily, staring in front of her at the driving rain and the
dripping trees.
“Rubbish!” Pray said briefly.
“Of course. To announce one’s death, or birth, or marriage in the paper
is to avow one’s self commonplace--to brand one’s self commonplace
through all eternity, the eternity of the penny press.”
She laughed and added wistfully:
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