City and town life -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Short stories, English
That afternoon she did not change her dress, but went indoors and threw
herself on the drawing-room sofa in her short, bicycling skirt. In
front of the window she faced was a cherry tree, its boughs bent by the
wind and its long, dry leaves floating yellow to the grass. She tried
to form her plans. Would Dick turn her out that night? It was beginning
to rain; inside, the fire was cheery. The room had never looked so
nice. Her wild eyes roved over her little cherished gimcracks on the
tables--the dainty rubbish that housekeepers accumulate and love. When
she heard wheels outside she did not rise. She was afraid. Perhaps
Kinsman had stopped the trap on the way from the station. But Dick came
in and gave her the usual temperate kiss and asked in the usual hearty
way how the youngsters were and whether dinner was going to be
punctual. He sat sprawling in slippers and an old coat by the fire,
saying comfortably what a rough night it was and how the wind had
lashed into his eyes as he drove home.
She turned on her cushions and watched him. He was growing fat and
bald--there were prosperous, uninteresting curves all over him. He had
ripened into a flourishing business man who liked his dinner and a good
cigar, who considered his wife as one of his comforts--and very little
more. But she loved him. How she loved him! Would he send her away that
night?
He was mumbling sleepily that it was not fit weather in which to turn a
dog out. Would he turn her out? Would he let her take the baby?
She stared out at the autumn sky and tossing trees; in, at the
firelight chasing round the warm, picture-loaded walls. Where would
to-morrow find her? To-morrow she would be an outcast.
All the time her ears were pricking for the door bell and, when it
clanged, she started to her feet, with a choking sound in her dry
throat. Her face was clay above the severe line of her rigidly cut
cloth bodice. The bell rang again. She got up and almost crawled
toward that deep chair by the fire and kissed her husband--a kiss of
relinquishment. He patted her hair and looked at her in lazy surprise.
Then he said in a voice of mild irritation:
“That can’t be Crook” (he was the curate). “He said he’d look in one
night for a game of chess. But I didn’t ask him to dinner, and he
surely wouldn’t turn out in such weather. I hope it isn’t Crook. I want
to do some work to-night.”
He glanced at his black bag, which was bloated with papers which he had
brought from the City.
Mrs. Conifer looked at it too--resentfully. She was thinking, with her
woman’s logic, that it was this ardent devotion to business on her
husband’s part which had made her drift. If he had not, in the Russell
Square days, brought home that bag so often, she would not be in such a
pitiable plight to-night. There was a hurried opening of doors
downstairs, voices in the hall, then a sharp report and another.
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