Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"That is not what I meant," he said, "and I don't see how a person
could be just a point of contact."
"All I know is that Oliver is such a point of contact to me, and I
know that unless art is inspired with some such feeling as you have
described, all the technical skill and all the deft trickery in the
world won't make it more than a sop for fools or an interesting
survival of mediævalism. That is why I think you are going to be so
valuable. You have so little to unlearn. You have only to shake off
the most antiquated religion in the world and you can look at life and
human nature without prejudice, while I have constantly to be
uprooting all sorts of prejudices in favour of certain ways of living,
morally and socially."
Mendel was beginning to feel comfortable and easy, for while his mind
worked furiously he could rarely express what he thought, and Logan in
his talk often came near enough to it to afford him some relief and to
urge him on to renewed digging in the recesses of his mind. It was a
vast comfort to him to find that there were other vital thoughts
besides that of Morrison, and that for ecstasy he was not entirely
dependent upon her. Warmed up by his confidence in Logan, he resolved
to tell him about the girl and the vast change she had wrought in his
life.
"I used to think," he said, "that if I stayed among my own people I
could work my way through the poverty and the dirt and the Jewishness
of it all to art. When she came I knew that it was impossible. She had
something that I needed, something that the Jews do not know, or never
have known. It is not my poverty that denies it to me, for if the poor
Jews do not know a good thing, the rich Jews certainly do not, for the
rich Jews are rubbish who stroke the Christians with one hand and rob
them with the other. It is something that she knows almost without
knowing it herself."
Logan smiled.
"I am not a fool about her," cried Mendel. "She is not particularly
beautiful to me. There is only one line in her face that I think
beautiful, from the cheek-bone to the jaw. I am not a fool about her,
but I had almost given the Christian world up in despair. It seemed to
me so bad, so inhuman, so hollow, so full of plump, respectable
thieves. The simple thieves and bullies of my boyhood seemed to me
infinitely preferable. And I had met some of the most important people
in the Christian world: all empty and callous and lascivious. And the
unimportant people were good enough, but dull, so dull. . . . Then
comes this little girl. She is like Cranach's Eve among monkeys. She
becomes at once to me what Cranach's wife must have been to him. He
painted her as child, girl, and woman. The chattering apes matter to
me no more. The Christian world is no longer empty. It is still
lascivious and greedy, soft and ill-conditioned, puffy and stale, but
it is suddenly full of meaning, of beauty, of a joy which, because I
am a Jew, I cannot understand."
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