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He was soon taken beyond the Polytechnic, for Mr. Sivwright led him to
the National Gallery and showed him the treasures there. The boy was
at once prostrate before Greuze. Ah! there were softness, tenderness,
charm: all that he had lacked and longed for. It was in vain that Mr.
Sivwright took him to the Van Eycks and the Teniers and the Franz
Hals, striking an attitude and saying: "Fine! Dramatic! That's the
real stuff!" The boy would return to his Greuze and pour out on the
pretty maidens all the longings for emotion with which he was filled,
and the yearning seemed to him to be the irresistible torrent of art
which carried those who felt it to the pinnacles of fame. . . . Yet he
knew that Mr. Sivwright was a shoddy failure of a man, and he knew
that Mr. Sivwright's ecstasies were forced and had small connection
with the pictures before him. He also knew that he had not the least
desire to paint like Greuze, but he could not resist the fascination
of the pretty maidens and the gush of feeling he had in front of them.
The Italians he did not understand and Velasquez and El Greco repelled
him. Also, the pictures as a whole excited him so that they ran into
each other and he could not extricate them, and Greuze became his
stand-by. He felt safe with Greuze.
Every day he used to go home and tell his mother of the day's doings,
from the moment when he mounted the bus in the morning to the time
when he walked home in the evening. He gave her minute accounts of all
the people in the class, of the cheap restaurant where he had lunch,
of the marvels of the streets: the old women selling flowers at Oxford
Circus; the gorgeous shop-windows; the illuminated signs and
advertisements, green, red, and yellow; the theatres; the posters of
the comic men outside the music-halls; the rich people in their
motor-cars; the marvellous ladies in their silks and their furs; the
poor men selling matches; the scarlet soldiers and blue sailors; the
big policemen who stopped the traffic with their white hands; the
awful, endless desolation of Portland Place, with trees--actually
trees--at the end of it; the whirl, the glitter, the roar, the
splendour of London. And he used to mimic for her the strange people
he saw, the mincing ladies and the lordly shopwalkers, the tittering
girls and the men working in the streets. The more excited he was the
more depressed was Golda. What was it all for? Why could not people
live a decent quiet life? Why was all this whirligig revolving round
the prison? . . . But she smiled and laughed and applauded him, and
believed him when he said none of the Christians could draw as well as
he.
He began to win prizes. It became his whole object to beat the
Christians. What they told him to paint he would paint better than any
of them. And by sheer will and concentration he succeeded.
Mr. Sivwright said there was no holding him, and very soon declared he
had nothing more to learn.
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