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He was paid five shillings a week, and was told that if he behaved
himself, by the time he was twenty or twenty-one he would be making
thirty shillings a week. Jacob was very pleased with this prospect,
and told his unhappy son that he would soon settle down to it, and he
even began to upbraid him for not painting in the evenings. Mendel
could not touch his brushes. He tried hard to think of himself as an
ordinary working boy, and he endeavoured to pursue the pleasures of
his kind. He went with Harry to boxing matches and joined him in the
raffish pleasures of the streets, which, however, left him weary and
disgusted. He had known something truer and finer, and he could not
help a little despising Harry, who pursued girls as game, and directly
they were kindled and moved towards him he lost interest in them, and,
indeed, was rather horrified by them.
Strange in contrast was Mendel's relation with Edward Tufnell, who was
entirely innocent and could see nothing in his protégé but a touching
sensitiveness to beauty. The urchin with his complete and unoffended
knowledge of the life of the gutter was hidden from him. Edward found,
and was rejoiced to find, that the boy was sensitive to intellectual
beauty and to ideas. He gave him poetry to read--Keats and the odes of
Milton--and was very happy to explain to him the outlines of
Christianity and the difference that the coming of Christ had made to
the world. He did not aim at making a convert, but only at feeding the
boy's appetite for tenderness and kindness and all fair things. Mendel
was striving most loyally to be resigned to his horrible fate, and the
teachings of Christ seemed to fortify his endeavour. When, therefore,
he asked if he might read the New Testament, Edward lent it to him
without misgiving.
The result was disastrous. Mendel pored over the book and it seemed to
let light into his darkness. He read of the conversion of S. Paul and
his own illumination was apparently no less complete. The notion of
holding out the other cheek appealed to him, for he felt that the
whole world was his enemy. It had insulted him with five shillings a
week, and if he were meek it would presently add another five. . . .
And then what a prospect it opened up of a world where people loved
each other and treated each other kindly and lived without the rasping
anger and suspicion and jealousy that filled his home.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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